DENISE'S HOUSE

LOL, Im at denise's house now. Zzz, shes shouting to her mother like a spoilt child (i cant think of anything proper to say). And shes sleeping now. LAZYY.

Hahaha, I was supposed to meet her at 1130 today, and I "forced" myself to wake up at 0930 today too. But of course, since its "forced", I ended up waking up at 1030 instead! XD Woot so fun. And I ended up eating brunch instead of lunch too. Yeah, must make the best of what we have what. Dont waste food.

And I was slacking after eating brunch. Went to bathe, and watch TV. A LOT OF TV ^^

HOHO AND I DECIDED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE AT 1200 INSTEAD. XD

Denise sent me an sms asking where I was now. So of course I replied: Im at the MRT station!

What she didnt know was that I was at TIONG BAHRU MRT STATION instead of QUEENSTOWN MRT STATION

She ended up waiting very long for me. XDXD Isnt that nice. So she screamed at me when I finally came. Its not my fault too! Its the rain what, I was already halfway leaving the house and it had to start raining -___- Since I was still quite near home, I decided to run back home again thats all.





lalala, have to prepare to leave for queenstown library now. And now Im blogging blogging blogging. Aiyo their internet connection so lousy. Anyhow go and tap other peoples. TSKTSKTSK.


Aiyah but isnt that what almost everyone does.


Goodbye.

Its 1827 now. I've got tuition later. Zzzz, sians. Stupid Jiang.

yepyep, todays skit thingy wasnt so bad after all! At least the class was satisfied with the skit, THANK YOU LYNNA, QINGYUN, XIUHUI, JINGMIN, HUIWEI AND DANIEL for helping out! You all rock my world man, and really made things much easier.

Hahah, at least things are getting on the right track now too. And I'm sure the skit will turn out great too! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy


Yepyep, other than that, lessons were the same. Boring boring boring. In order to make myself pay attention in class, I decided to listen closely to the teacher talk cock explain the lesson. I guess it kinda works, but I tend to stray off suddenly so zzzz.

Bio was slack again though. Haha, cos we had to work on our bio brochure, but since we're done with it, we dont have anything else to do! So, I spent the time....


DOING LAST MINUTE SPIRE REPORT ADDITIONS

ZZZ... spire is really sian I cant stand it... But I guess its just training for the outside world. All projects and everything. No wonder the adults hate it. Ohyah, and Huiwei made me do this stupid quiz, called: WHAT KIND OF KISSER ARE YOU? ZZZZZZ!!!! Lol, I was so embarrassed when I did it in class, so I decided to half-close the laptop and do it, instead of lifting the screen up and high. Yeah and Jiasheng spotted me. -__________- He was like: cheyyy, 难怪呢么偷偷摸摸. Wasnt exactly what he said, but yeah around that concept. ^^ And they said that I was a playful kisser. ...I dont want to know what would happen.

SPIRE WAS TRAUMATISING. We almost couldnt hand in our Spire report. Geez, that sucks man. I guess it wasnt really well-done too, since it was more or less last minute work. ): We were rushing it in the Sigma lab, and GAHHH THE LABTECH HAD TO TELL US THAT OUR REPORT HAD SO MANY ERRORS, WHEN WE WERE ALREADY NEAR THE DEADLINE TIME. ZZZZZZ.... Yeah, at least we managed to modify some stuff but still.... Aiyah at least we managed to hand it in. ^^ Hee.

And now I'm back home. I dont want to go for tuition... Oh well, but at least I get to see Denise! WOOTS.


Ohyah, the labtech was commenting on the timing that I was born, because I brought my file with my birthcert particulars inside. It was 0007, and she was saying: 为什么那么迟才生下来！如果是0000不是很美了咯！I couldnt think of any proper response, but suddenly something struck my mind, so I said: 不是很好咯！0007！James Bond leh!

zzz, i think the labtech was really 冷掉....


Laming around with people and making them is really fun. ^^

Zzzz...

Am I really fit for this post?
Since the class chose me, I should at least perform up to their expectations right?
I always believed that I could.

But its inevitable for negative thoughts to shadow me...

Being a leader, its obvious that I should lead the class, be a role model, someone dependable. But yet I cant. Asking the class to listen to me is difficult, standing in front of the class to present my ideas is worse; And now I have to do both at once! Zzz..

Its not that bad actually. But its just that, I havent even got my focus ready at all. We havent even confirmed what kind of skit we want. And I expect everything to go on smoothly during the discussion today.

Secondly, Im not even firm enough. I prefer submitting than dominating; thats the kind of person I am! Yeah, and that appeals as weak and humji to people. I dont like ordering people around. I rather let someone do a job that he/she likes. That way, I know that he/she will do a good job. I feel that its way better than doing things against his/her own freewill.

But I know in reality, thats impossible. In the end, there are bound to be unspoken disagreements here and there. There is no such thing as peace in a democratic society.

Sometimes, I really feel that dictatorship reigns. Things get done fast and its more efficient that way. But I'm not cut out for the dictating role. Neither am I cut out to be a leader.

I feel that I disappointed Xiuhui today. Its true, I didnt really do a good job at leading the class. Xiuhui is a great CT rep, but seeing her disappointed demoralises me even more.

Im sorry to those who have encouraged me, to those who have stood up for me, to those who have helped me in one way or another. Thankyou to the script people for producing the script so fast. I will do a good job tomorrow.

I cant cower in fear and run away from reality anymore.
I cant be such a humji.

Kuahkuahkuah... Today wasn't as sian as other days after all. ^^

Haha, firstly it was swimming of course. I was swimming with Joyce, Qingyun and Charlyn, and woohoo it was quite fun. We took the swimming test with Qingyun today! Because we heard that those people who swam last week do not have to swim again this week, so being the unbelievably nice people that we are, we took the swimming test with her today. ^^ Aiyah but it wasn't that bad. Still quite okay lor.

Then there was Bio. lol, total waste of time I guess. Spent about 80% of the time chatting on MSN (OHOHO) At least we found a bit of info for the brochure though.

And IH was slack!! XD YAY MAN. Just finished watching the movie something something Titans lah. It was rather inspirational, talking about teamwork and everything, and how we shouldn't judge a person by skin colour. I think Mr Loi kopped the movie from one of the sports CCA teachers or something. Hmm...

Math was bleh... Steven Lee was PMS-ing today. Seriously PMS-ing. He was rushing through all the math questions at lightning speed, and kept threatening us on deducting marks for our exams. -__- Blehh him lah. So sian. Luckily the swim made me awake and attentive enough to understand what he was saying, if not I'll surely die. Zzz...

He keeps talking like marks mean everything to Maths

Well actually it does, but he doesn't have to phrase it this way right. Zzzz...

Yeah, and CAAL was traumatising. For me at least. Arghh my class appointed me as leader for the skit!!!!! Although I was practically PLEADING AND BEGGING them not to choose me. >_________< The theme is: social problems of teenagers. Not so bad I guess, but I just don't feel that I have the authority and gusto to get the class together and brainstorm. Finally I know how Xiuhui feels. X__X Being a bio rep is bad enough, and now this!!

Geez, but I really hope we perform well for this skit though. I think its gonna be damn fun. Hope the class will cooperate!

AND HOPE THAT I WONT FREAK OUT ZZZZ

solongg

Ahh crap. It's the pre-exam syndrome, such a PES-ty feeling. -__-

Of course, people are now reading through notes, queueing for consultation sessions, and of course the usual, asking of tons of questions during classes.

zzzz... It's getting a bit stressful and paranoid. But I guess that's the natural reaction for everyone huh.

Bahh, I'm too lazy to ask for consultation sessions sometimes. So I'd rather cheat believe in myself by saying that I know how to do the question, and that its just a matter of time before I get the answer! :D:D Hahah, running away from reality huh. But I guess I can manage.

Desiree told me that there were 12days before exam starts. Goddamnshit, its freaky lah. Gotta start hardcore studying already...








*commences brainwashing*
*changes to mugger mode*
















YO PPL! MUGGING IS FUN! :D:D:D


what a stressful post.

LOL, Hady won. Hady won. Hady won.

I don't know whether I'm supposed to be happy or not. Never really watched Singapore Idol lah. But from what I heard, Hady does sing better than Jonathon. Zzz, but its also true that Jonathon has the X-factor. Hady looks pretty normal. -__-

Oh well, maybe its another case of Taufik and Slyvester.


lalala, School was sian today as always. School is always sian lah no matter what, because there are teachers and classes and of course, homework. Zzz, yeah well came to school and it was pouring. Raining cats and dogs. Damn cold lah, brrr shivering like mad. Spotted Handong and Mr Wen in front of me. Daoed them though. My mouth was too busy chattering to do anything. BRRR.

IH lecture was nice. Mr Heah again! But I cant rmb anythng entertaining from there. It was about racial harmony though, and the song he showed us at the end of the powerpoint was quite nice. ^^

Math... beloved Steven Lee was commenting on how wonderful our Math mark's are. I do feel rather guilty. But he doesnt have to phrase it like that right. Naggy person. -__- Even worse than my mother.

LOL but Chem was fun! I was partering Xiuhui for practical today, and it was rather successful ^^ We did the experiments pretty fast, although there were times when I wanted to strangle her and she wanted to strangle me LOL. And Kaiting went to mix both of my chemicals tgt by accident! Cos I was asking her to put it in my other testtube but in the end she put it in the wrong one, and i was like: HEYY WRONG ON AH!! then she was like: OH SORRY!! LOL, luckily there was no reaction though. ^^

hahaa then nothing else lor. wasted my time at the range for a while to teach shujen maths, and let desiree waste the last few drops of my battery life zzzz. -__-

I SHANT LEND DESIREE MY HANDPHONE ANYMORE HMPH. ITS BECAUSE OF A FEW CAR GAMES I CANT USE MY HANDPHONE IN PEACE.


wah that nh zao rly zao until damn fast man. -___-

okok byebye.

I AM SIAN. AND I AM MAD.

FOR BLOGGING AT THIS INSANE HOUR.

but you can't blame me, I am really sian.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


SIAN OF STUDYING DUH.

siansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansian
this shall be my sian post.

writing a sian post in this manner is fun and faster.
siansiansiansian. geez my stomach just growled.
my food digests very fast.
which means, my ricecurrychickenandiforgotliao food has already been digested.


ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I FEEL ROASTED, BECAUSE I AM ROASTED
BECAUSE OF STAYING IN THE SUN TOO LONG ON SAT.
CURSES



i cant slp properly, cos whenever i lie on my side, theres this tinge of pain there.
zzzzzzz, but oh well, it'll get over.
as quoted from denise "you'll just look like a lobster! but after one day it'll go down"

No it didnt go down denise, im still as cooked as ever.


zzzzz.
SCHOOL STARTS IN 6H AND 17MINS TIME.
HURRAH, IM SICK OF STAYING AT HOME ALL DAY LONG.
school means
----> niaoing huiwei
----> laming with desiree
----> spastic-ism with kristy (the spastic queen)
----> more fun with tearing hair with minlu
----> more fun with 06ip04 XD

isnt that nice.
but that excludes the boring lessons, and the boring stuff that happens around and the boring everything that is practically the whole school.

OH AND I ALMOST FORGOT,
( the part below is pure saracsm. purepurepure)

THERE IS BELOVED MR STEVEN LEE WHO IS SO CUTE AND TEACHES FABULOUS TRIGO.

yayyyyyy, tmr is his lesson.





i am disgusted with myself


ok nth more. i wanted to blog about the different types of sian, but maybe not now. this post is messy enough.


byebye.

It's true lah, the more you desire for something, the more you won't get it.
It applies to almost everything too: shooting, studies, .....

不是不要，而是不敢。


Hai, I'd rather run away from reality, away away from it all.
Continuing would just cause more pain.



I'd rather just put on a facade and laugh everything off

真累...

还是晚点地恋爱吧。

Zzz, super tired from all the swimming in the morning. Hahaha, but it was still fun anyways. ^^

Met CS, Kaiting and Kristy at Chinese Garden MRT in the morning at 0930. LOL yeah I thought CS was Amalina, but soon Ama came, followed by Charlyn and Lynna! So yepyep, just walked to Jurong Swimming Complex.

Got some floats and floated around the place.. As in not literally float around in the air lah, but float around in the lazy river and the wave pool. Hahaha initially it was hilarious since none of us could get onto the float and we were all dropping into the water. But soon we got the hang of it lah, and were bumping into each other/people. ARGH, Kaiting and Charlyn could both sit on the float at once lor! Lynna and I couldn't ): LOL, I think we kept sliding off the float lah, but who cares, in the end we just forget about everything.

Haha, the wave pool was quite fun. Floated around in the wavepool again! I love floating around on the floats ^^ Hahaha, we were playing catching in the pool too. So lame right, but yeah, brings back nostalgic memories. Hmm, brings me back 10years. Yah, Kristy and I finally managed to get on the float tgt too. But LITTLE CHIANSIANG HAD TO GO CAPSIZE US. And Kristy hurt her back. -___- louseh CS.

Yeah that was about it for today. not a rly good description of what we did though, too tired to blog more.

yeah and i discovered that jurong swimming pool has lots of 'public displays of affection', especially in the wavepool. Thanks to my trusty little float, I witnessed 6 (some repititives) forms of PDA. ooo isnt tt interesting

and also thanks to my float, i got a sunburn. -__-

Megumi said that I write long posts. -___- FINE, so this would be a short one.

Surprisingly, I was rather refreshed for school today. Really refreshed! That's nice ^^ Yeah but well, went to school considerably early. At least earlier than ytd lah. Hohumhum.

It was Chem lecture first. There was a dramatic and FAKE!!! skit performed by Sherlene and Tiffany. LOL they were damn funny, trying to prove that plants would change colour when reacting with chemicals. Something like that lah.

Got back Math paper today too. Not so bad, except for the fact that I didn't draw the graph properly for the range: [-4, 3) I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT THE CIRCLE THINGY SIGNIFIES RESTRICTION LAH! (lol, Kristy and Huiwei would know what I'm talking about) -__- Ohyah, and Mr Lim stormed out of the lecture theature today because we weren't listening... >___< Gosh, we really made him pissed...

Yeah that was about it for today. Bio and Spire later on. Spire was sian as usual and Bio was traumatising because people kept saying that they didnt have the activity worksheet. ARGHHHH, THAT LINE OF WORDS ALWAYS MAKE ME DAMN SCARED. >___<

oh and joyce can rap "把我回来了" VERY WELL. I'm serious. She even knows the rhythm of the rap and even where the hokkien words are. Woah, that's PRO. xD

Jiang later. Dreaded Jiang. Which means more ACSI. screw ACSI

tata

Why am I　here huh! I should be studying seriously >__< But one cannot resist the temptations of a flickering computer screen, especially me WAHAHA. It's not my fault, who ask Xiuxian to turn on the laptop when she came home.

Well, today didn't go on very well. I had a slight hangover when I woke up in the morning. Maybe cos I woke up too early, or too late. Actually I woke up at 0620 in the morning since I was disturbed by my sisters... But went back to sleep again yeah. And woke up at 0720. -____- NO THAT IS NOT EARLY, THAT IS VERY LATE. And what was worse, I slept on my right arm for an hour. I woke up with the whole thing numb. Blast, had lots of difficulty brushing my teeth with that tingly feeling in my arm. Gahhh.

And ohsowell, the 195 bus came so EARLY, I reached the other bus stop at 0810, just in time to see the 961 bus zip away! Great man, just great. I waited till 0815 and the bus still didn't come, so I decided to hail a cab.

In the end, I was still late for school. -___-

But at least Zheyu was late too, so I wasn't alone. ^^ Actually I find it kinda weird why people who stay in the hostel would be late for school man. They're just one overhead bridge away! Yeah, its true, the nearer you are, the later you will be. lalalalala.

First period was chinese... There was this 何老师 who was in class tgt with us today. I thought he was some relief teacher, but then Zhangli told me that he was actually the HOD of chinese. DIAOOO. Hahahaha, and I bluffed Zhangli that he was my father (same surname), and she actually believed me! LOL, so gullible! XD Watched some Chinese cartoons that were about Sunwukong during the last few minutes of class today. They were damn funny, and of course, the only thing that I could remember during the whole class.

Then there was Chem.. Joycelyn and Huiwei were confused over Mol concept. They were wondering how come two mols of an element can make up one mol of a compound, or smth like that wadeva la. I thought about that question before too, but decided to let it be -___- Its better not to think so much about studies sometimes.

Math was exasperating. Nah, actually not really, I was actually on the verge of sleeping. zzzz...

MI! Marianne Tan's husband came. Cool man! He's a lecturer at SMU!! Cool couple, one lecturer at NJC, the other at SMU, both philosphers. Hmm, I wonder how their children would turn out. Actually I think it would be kinda freaky. So yeah, he was teaching us about Categorical Syllogisms all over again. Wasn't really listening during class too (>___<). Was too busy spinning my pen and I kept dropping it onto the floor/table/skirt, and I was so IRRITATED. Grrr. Actually this is what lame people like me do when they have nothing else better to spend their time with.

Huiwei wanted to try spinning the pen with both hands. Perhaps she aspires to be an acrobat at the Circus. Bahh, don't think any circus would hire her at all though. Then I guess Zheyu and Jiasheng got hooked onto spinning the pens too, and they started kopping my pens. -___- Spinning, Spinning, Spinning, Jiasheng kept dropping the pens, not onto the floor, but on the level below him. GRR. I bet my purple pen will flood my entire paper when I start writing with it. Don't be surprised if you see a purple stain on my paper then! :D

woohoo, luckily its not red. It would be so suggestive if it was. o_O



bahh, and wasn't feeling very qwerky during class today too. Guess it was the hangover that occured in the morning. >__< blehblehblehness. cyalater.

Just blinded my eyes playing 3D Racing on the handphone. ARGH the stupid bloody trees won't ever go away. They keep making me deccelerate like shit some slowpokus AhMah. SIAN DIAO. But at least I got my Azure Racer already woohoo. Yeah win man! My goal is silver medal for at least Grassy Plains (its a track).

Yepp, oooo swimming again today! Qingyun didn't go for swimming today again... PANGSEH! But yeah well, she wasn't feeling well and she had a one week MC, so yeah that's a valid excuse. Argh, I have never missed a session of swimming before and I am proud of it XD At least I get my money's worth, or in xiurong terms "比较划算有没有" (is 划算 written like that?? I don't know) Yep but it was TRIAL TEST TODAY. Crap shit I didn't even know it was TRIAL TEST until after the whole thing -__-. GAHHH. So it was 50m freestyle and breaststroke. I was swimming with Charlyn, and she's damn fast lah!! So stressful urgh. But at least managed to complete it. The 'dead-man' thingy was horrible. I can't float properly! Everyone was floating horizontally, or almost like it, but I was like floating vertically. -__- And I kept swallowing water. Urgh. Worse was the Tread Water. I was doing fine at first, then Shujen had to come tell me that there was PT today!!! ARGHH, I NEARLY DROWNED OUT OF SHOCK. (4M WHAT DO YOU THINK) She simply has wonderful timing man. Really cool.


Then boring ol' IH.. Fun times with Mr Lawn Loi... He and his funny way of speaking lol. But he's rather informative though. Kinda cool.

Ohyah I forgot about Bio. There's another PBL coming up and its sian. But I guess this one is easier than all the others, since its just a simple brochure and it's rather straightforward. Not so bad. Got back Bio test results today. YAY AT LEAST THERE WAS AN A LOL. But why did Jiasheng had to say: eeee lesser than average... arghhh, I was so demoralised after that. >___< Yeah, I don't think I'd put in enough effort for this test...

Then Math.. Sine, Cosine, Tangent Madness. How fun!

PT was next too. Same old thing, except that this time it was basketball. I was super super super slack man. Felt kinda leftout since I didn't have a chance to get the ball (not only till the last 3 minutes -__-) But perhaps I just can't be bothered.. When I look at Shujen and Samantha I feel demoralised all over again.. Ugh just can't seem to get the leadership and team spirit out of me. Humji lah.

Or maybe cos the guys were too absorbed in their own game to care less... Bahh.

That's about it. Nothing much to say.

Bahh, this post is depressing. X_X

Zzz getting more and more tired everyday. I guess I'm just torturing myself by sleeping so late, but yeah well, it became a habit unknowingly. >__<

Hmm, what did we learn in school today. Ohyah! We had this dog-and-bone game with o6. LOL okay we were trashed like shit: 5-25. NICE SCORE MAN! But it was also because the last game was worth 10points, and yeah o6 got it. -__- Sianzxx. But it was really fun though, because at least o4 was enthusiastic and spontaneous enough to grab the 'heart' (lol, some soft toy tingy. I bet they got it from the blood donation drive) Of course we ended up getting caught lah, but at least the whole game was fun! :D

Yep, then Physics. Physics was mind-boggling, as usual. But I managed to gain a little bit of satisfaction since I knew how to do some of the questions. Hai, Physics is really all about understanding. It just depends on how much you understand. >___<

Lunch... nothing much. Huiwei, Desiree and Kristy were commenting on how HIGH-PITCHED Minlu's voice was, and how LOW-PITCHED my voice was. And they were contrasting them here and there. Like,

Minlu: HEY THE MEP CONCERT WAS GREAT!!!!
Xiurong: oh. yah.
Minlu: BUT I'M SO SAD, WHY DID THEY LET XXX PERSON PLAY MOONLIGHT SONATA TOO! I FEEL SO DEJECTED AND SHIBAI.
Xiurong: you lamer.

LOL, okay perhaps it doesnt sound as funny here, but I know when Huiwei does it I burst out laughing like shit man. LOL.

And I think that's the funniest and most interesting thing that ever happened in school today.

During Math, there was more Matrix fun too. Isn't that great.

And IH was scary. I think the usual trio (Huiwei, Desiree and Kristy) were all going bonkers over how we should take over RJC. Yeah RJC is sucky and all but we don't have to lock their principal up and make the students wear Red Indian suits right!! LOL, although I was rather against those suggestions, we still wrote them on the board anyway. HAHA AT LEAST I DIDN'T HAVE TO PRESENT THEM! XD

I think the coolest group was Lavania's. They were thinking of taking over ACSI.

THAT IS THE BEST AND MOST CONSTRUCTIVE IDEA THAT I HAVE EVER HEARD! GO FOR IT PEOPLE, I HAVE FAITH IN YOU ALL.

Yes, I do have a grudge against ACSI people. Don't blame me, blame those ACSI _____ers (fill in favourite curse word) at Jiang.

Tata. :D

...WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Ohman, talking to Ona is damn easy. Just agree with her and everything will be fine: you're amused, and she's appeased. xD SHIOK MAN! LOL, and the way she talks about her tuition experience is damn funny and cute. (definitely, it was something to do with a guy -__-) Burst out laughing once she started talking about it.

Oh well, but that's Ona and that's how she always reacts when she's talking about her experiences. I enjoy listening to people talk about those kinda stuff. But I either get really amused or get really irritated. -__- Cos sometimes Ona is pretty wishywashy and I can't stand it, like always expecting people to take the initiative when she herself doesn't. -___- Aiyah, but that's what she is lah, PRIDEFUL PERSON!

Hehe, I can't talk about that kinda stuff as freely as her though. Some part of my mind will just probably ask me to shutup and stop all that.>___<

gahhhh...

Yeah well, Humanities today was BRILLIANT. MR HEAH ROCKS MAN! XD He really knows how to get a class interested in his lessons with his analogies and all. ^^ Best humanities teacher I ever had. ^^

Yep, Chemistry today was boring... although it was practical. Partnered Jiasheng again, and we had to find out the number of moles that was released from copper sulphate when its heated. Yeah, same monotonous repeats: weighing, heating, calculating. Bleh... Boring stuff lah. What's worse was that I didn't get to complete the ws and had to hand in a halfdone one. >___< (dontknow why im so uptight over it though, its not even graded -__-)

Then MI.. discussion over test, AGAIN! Sian, after all that discussion, I am defintely minusing one mark. X'( And also at risk of getting deducted another 2marks!! X_____X EVIL TEACHERS. And theres this MI presentation that we have to do, some thing about: language predisposes thought. Okay, a whole lotta crap stuff. But yep, that's what MI's all about.

OHYES, and I remember something that happened during MI today. Cos there was this question or identifying which is a valid and sound argument. The question went like this:

All girls have high-pitched voices.
She is a girl
>She has a high pitched voice.

Some people were debating on whether it was sound or not, since some girls do not have high pitched voices! examples of those people were, Chiansiang and Zheyu. They were arguing with the teacher on how some girls certainly have lower pitched voices than boys. There's nothing wrong with that really

BUT THEY DIDN'T HAVE TO PULL ME INTO THEIR ARGUMENT RIGHT??!?!?!

they were like: BUT NOT ALL GIRLS HAVE HIGH-PITCHED VOICES! XIURONG IS ONE EXAMPLE WHAT! then I was like, WHAT THE HELL! Zheyu 你不要乱讲hor! (cos he is sitting just at the next table) ARGHH I WAS SO EMBARRASSED CAN!! I couldn't bring myself to remove the hand which was covering my 3/4 of my face. -____- GARGH.

and what's even worse, CS had to rub it in -____- He was arguing with Mrs Yap about the fact that some girls do have lower pitched voices, and when Mrs Yap (so gracefully LOL) said, But it's a universally agreed fact that girls have higher pitched voices! AND CS HAD TO SAY: Mrs Yap how can you say that?? You see, Xiurong is so hurt. (-________________-||||)

seriously, after this experience, someone should give me a hacksaw as a birthday present. *________*


WARGHHHH, ZHEYU AND CS SHOULD BE PUNNED TO THE DEEPEST DEPTHS OF HELL.

besides this gender-confusing hilarious experience, the rest of the day was still boring. Watched Mai-Hime with Amalina, Desiree, CS and Zhuochun. Mai-Hime is not bad (: Maybe I'll borrow the CD from Sheena one day. But the storyline sorta resemebles Fatestaynight and Sailormoon :S:S:S (THE SAILORMOON PART WAS QUOTED BY CS) Fatestaynight is defintely better though, more action. ^^

Yep that's all. This post is messy. Okay cya.

this post is very random. :D THIS WAS KOPPED FROM KRISTY'S BLOG

when you last cried?: saturday, after doing something... stupid.
where you last cried?: on my mattress
why you last cried?: emotional overflow.
cry every day?: SIAO AH. YOU TRY LAH. later I go blind.
saddest memory you keep?: dontknow. forget le. XD
saddest thought you can think?: that I'll get kicked out of IP.
saddest movie you've seen?: There was one about this father and this daughter, and the father was forced to be a comedian and blala. Some chinese movie I watched.
saddest person you've met?: Colin Ee I guess. He don't know me, but I saw his emo blog, and woah, it's really emo. X_X
the saddest you ever been?: last year.
what's the reason?: friend friend lor, marks marks lor.
ever sad for no reason?: seldom. :P
what do you do when you're sad?: stone, and be sentimental
who or what do you go to for comfort?: nothing. disturb them only what. or perhaps my sisters.
ever lost the will to live?: haha once.


last time you smiled?: just now on msn.
last time you laughed?: just now on msn.
person or thing who can always make you laugh?: huiwei, desiree, kristy, amalina, lynna, roddy, and sad to say, the proclub. -____-
person or thing that can always make you smile?: those on top. (sad to say, the pro club again)
feel good movie?: Click!
cried because you laughed so hard?: ANY STEPHEN CHOW MOVIE. XD
ever been happy for no reason?: yep. its fun.


the last time you were angry?: TODAY, WHEN XIUXIAN KEPT POKING ME WHEN I WAS DOING CHEM.
who were you angry with?: XIUXIAN DUH. ITS SMACK UP THERE.
what do you dislike about yourself?: indecisive
what quality in a person do you most dislike?: no respect for others.
what little things make you angry or annoyed?: when they're bossing people around for no reason.
where do you go when you're angry and need to get away?: no where. i just start cursing and cursing nonstop. then breathe.


are you uncomfortable around new people?: noooooooo. :D
what intimidates you?: TOO pro people.
how long does it take for you to put your trust in someone?: very fast. (damn thats bad)


what material possession do you wish you could have?: MORE MANGA AND ANIME, AND A NEW EXTERNAL HARDDRIVE. (boohoo my 111gb ):)
do you wish you lead someone else's life?: sometimes, but in the end the thought " aiyah who cares, i am what i am. if you cant accept me, too bad!!!" comes into mind.


is beauty in the eye of the beholder?: yupyupyup
are there things you find to be beautiful but no one else does?: i cant think of anything now. X_X
what's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen?: some arty picture i guess. Or manga.
can you find beauty in everything?: yah duh. i can even find beauty in this starwars thingy i got from the kellogs cereal box. ITS R2D2!!
what is beauty, really?: something that you appreciate a lot


can everything be truly forgiven?: yah
if not, what type of things cannot?: i said yah.
do you forgive people easily?: yah ^^ (IM A SAINT MAN XD)
have you ever forgiven someone for something and it turned out to be a mistake?: hmm, i cant rmb.
do you forgive and forget?: yah. (WAH, IM DAMN SAINT-Y)
or forgive but not forget?: hmm, sometimes. but not all of the time.


what do you fear most?: loneliness, cockroaches
when have you been the most afraid?: just now in the kitchen. I THOT THERE WAS A COCKROACH ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER.


how do you express yourself?: facial expressions of course. and the tone of my voice.
do you think individuality is important?: yep! more fun that way!
do you daydream often?: yah, i dream about me having super powers. what would happen if stuff turn out some way.
what's your favourite colour?: red and orange bah
do you know why?: cos its bright.



eee no fun. so short. okay bye.

Damn, felt really tired today. Woke up early, but actually not that early, around 0930 ^^, to fetch Xiulun to tuition again... Arghh, I can't kick off the habit of oversleeping on weekends. And sleeping late too.

Whoops, isn't that what I do everyday. ^^

yeah but well, fetch Xiulun lor... Then came back and wanted to do some work... But when I finally started sitting down properly and wanting to do work, I had to go fetch Xiulun back from tuition... bahhh boring day...

And today was so cold too... Went to the community centre with Xiuxian and Lun to do more and more work.. Garhhh work is piling all over... and I was practically freezing inside and outside the community centre. Raining Raining Raining. >___<


I like the rain sometimes. Its cooling and its a perfect weather for napping/sleeping/dozing off. But we can't have too much of a good thing. We'll probably suffocate under all those goodness. Yeah that's what happened to me. The rain made me shiver and chatter, and I wasn't in the mood for talking... just in the mood for sleeping and zzz...

Rain gives people depression sometimes... Not that I'm having depression. It just makes me sad and hopeless.... and gets people thinking on the past memories...

bahh, this is such a boring and dotty post. tata.

Haiz, Sian. Windows Live Messenger certainly does not like me. It's not allowing me to sign in at all and always ends up hanging sooner or later. -__- That occurs after I reinstall it as well. Crap lah! So I'll just have to make do with MSN Messenger 7.5 for the time being. ):

Yeah well, it's rather early today, and nothing much has passed, so I guess this will be a short post. Woke up late ya know, cos the day before I slept at like, 2+?? LOL. Slept in the living room with xiulun ytd, and I think I pissed her off by sleeping so suddenly while she was still doing her science. Haha, Xiulun is bionic girl lah. She's primary 4 and she can still stay up so late. Thanks to our influence :)

Tut, but she shouldn't continue this habit. It hinders growth.

Yep, that's all for now. I think I'll go pia the dreaded VERY VERY FUN MATRICES later. And do Chemistry. And do my Jiang hwk. Blah, I don't know. Shouldn't spend so much time on the computer I guess.

So long.

Oh! Before leaving, I shall upload this 千里之外 MV up. I haven't really seen the whole thing, only half of it on TV. And seriously, the 费玉清 part is damn funny man!!

ARGH, it's not on youtube already. So fast?! And I just remembered that my Microsoft Word for the laptop was mysteriously deleted as well. Sian diao. Sian diao... Perhaps I deleted it unknowingly the day before... Ahh, don't care lah. Install again

Here's another 周杰伦 MV. LOL, Jay looks stupid when he plays that shooting game.



^^ bye.

Stupid stupid stupid MSN messenger it keeps hanging on me GRR. -____- Maybe I shall resort to MSN 7.5 one day. I try uninstalling and installing again but it still doesn't work. So sad... I don't wanna survive on windows messenger for the rest of my life ya know.

BECAUSE BLOGGER DOES NOT LIKE ME, my day will be summed up in point form

1) MINLU IS A HUMJI
2) Math test today was okay.
3) I think I disappointed Jiasheng for Bio test today >__<
4) SPIRE IS FINALLY COMPLETED
5*) I 'played' in the rain today with Huiwei and Desiree, but they got wet and I did not.


* Do not run in front of me when we are running through water.



And Jiang today was inspirational. It let me understand more about the food sold in hawker centres, all the extra cholesterol and all.

But do we care? NO! :D

I know I shouldn't be here. Since now it's really, DEAD OF THE NIGHT, where my house creepy crawlies come out to play.

Like just now, I just chased a baby lizard away from my cupboard. It looked kinda cute, but I certainly do not want that for a pet. -___-

Why do I have this pervertic fetish for torturing myself by staying up late at night and waking up bright (okay, not exactly bright) and early for school tmr?

I must be out of my mind.

Woot, I shall post some pictures! XD



forget it, the stupid file will not show. Is it because it's JPEG? Ahh heck.

bye.

Geez, my internet connection looks weird, but at least it does work. :) That little computer tingy has a cross next to it, which means I'm disconnected. But here I am now! Wheee, perhaps my computer is getting laggier. >__< anotherlaggy computer.

Yeah well, I think I'm courting death by sleeping after I come home. I slept from around 5+ to 7+. Shoot. I'd better start studying for Bio and Math asap too... At least I know that I studied beforehand. :D If you study too much of something , you'll tend to forget you know. Tuttut. Still, I gotta revise. Even Minlu can rmb the chemical expression for phosphate after she studied one week before, and I can't when I just looked at the expression this morning! X___X

Forget it, Minlu's more mugger than me. And more geeky as well. ^^

Wrote some 演讲词 during chinese today. Crap one lah, at least it's not graded. I just sorta wrote whatever popped up into my mind, but I didn't want it to be too emo, so yeah I summarised and cut lots of stuff. LOL, I wrote Zhangli as the person who's presenting the speech. ^^ SABO-ING IS FUN. XD

Nothing much in between... Math was the most memorable, because I was panicking my head off over Matrices. X_X I didn't know that it was that difficult. I even told myself to do well for that aspect of math since it was rather important. And now! I'm already having difficulty multiplying two matrices together. baaahhhh.

MI.. Haha, got back my MI test. Did not bad, but to my disappointment, I think I forgot some of the stuff that I learnt. >__< whatever whatever whatever.

Next was SPIRE... Xiuhui accompanied Huiwei and I to the Sigma lab today.. She's good help. But the funny fact is, SHE FOLDS FILTER PAPER DAMN FUNNILY. LOL, we were supposed to fold it till it sorta becomes a triangular folded inward shape thingy. Like a prism I guess. But she made it into a cone. XD How do you filter things with a cone huh! How I wish I took a picture of it down. It was damnnn funny lah!! LOL, okay this is lame stuff for lame kids like maself.

And at least SPIRE was fruitful today...

Gotta start muggig now though. I hate blogger. I have written this part for 3 times and they keep getting deleted. -___-

Just some insights on mugging, and why that word shouldn't be used to refer to studying.

this is a mug!









THIS IS MUGGING.
"Mugging is a type of robbery, in which the perpetrator (the mugger) accosts the victim in a public place, such as a street or parking lot, and demands money and/or valuables."


Conclusion: NJC is full of robbers. Hurrah!

lamer. bye.

LOL, I kopped the computer from xiulun! XD I'm such an evil sister I know. She's doing her work now btw. See, at least I can get her to concentrate on her work. ^^

lol.

Just came back from home. Sian... I missed my stop on the bus again.. was sleeping. So far, this was the furthest stop that I'd ever alighted, at People's Park Centre lah. It's not that far actually, I can easily take 51 and go home. Yeah well.

Swimming again today. Usual protocol: change, swim, bathe, zao. Charlyn didn't go for swimming today!! Ponner! X hmph, at least there's Qingyun to accompany me. Swam laps as usual, and I finally can swim a decent lap with free-style! LOL, kinda pathetic actually. Found out that I shouldn't kick my legs so much and so hard when doing free-style, so that you have more strength for the arms. Yepyepyep, so that's about it today. Didn't do backstroke. I don't wanna end up like last time, going haywire all over again.

Then, Bio lesson.. Mr Nah's powerpoint slides are pretty good you know. They contain lots of pictures so we can easily understand what he is teaching. :) Yeah and some of the pictures are rather disgusting, like the holes in the bone marrow one. >___<

IH! The presentations today were rather good, besides the fact that I didn't manage to absorb anything, as usual ^^

Then, the dread Math.. Steven Lee again... I feel kinda bad for not listening during his lessons. Yeah, I promise I will listen the next time. :) But he was going through the sine and cosine graphs today... I couldn't help but start doodling... Dang, my ranges for the graphs were all off though >__< Yeah, but I started doodling on my paper..and started drawing pokemon.. like pidgeotto, pikachu, jigglypuff, clefable, articuno, charmander, bulbasaur and squirtle... Bahh, it's been a long time since I drew them.

Then the dread SPIRE. Microcentrifuge-ed orange juice and nearly suffocated under their stink, and let Daniel do all the UV spectrometer stuff... I REALLY HOPE HE DOESNT SCREW UP, LIKE THE LAST TIME.

But I made sure that he got everything right. I even made him take notes for the procedures on handling the UV spectrometer! Ain't I reliable. XD HAHA.

Tut tut, then went back home... Desiree accompanied me in the Sigma lab again.. and she's good at sealing beakers with the paraffin plastic thingy... LOL, i end up tearing them up goddammit...

Lent joycelyn my ipod for muchuan too. Hope CS, huiwei, kristy and her do well for their muchuan thingys... bahh filling this space up with nonsense.

byebye

Oh here are the disgusting pictures of orange juice. They suck.

please be warned that the following pictures may contain gruesome sights and may also bring about vomitting. Therefore if you have eaten before viewing the following pictures,


THAT'S JUST TOO BAD! XD


disgusting piece of shit. orange juice that has been left for a week. some with ascorbic acid, some without. -_-










A closeup on the disgusting piece of shit. Closer investigations have found an ecosystem living in there by the name: disgustsium shitsium.

OMG! its solid.











the whole population of disgustsium shitsium. thankfully, they have been well exterminated. sadly, me and huiwei have been seriously traumatised.









hehe thats all.

Blahh, just returned from school, all because of the dreaded SPIRE.-__- Damn sian. Had to redo the ascorbic acid experiment all over again because Minlu and Daniel put 500mg of ascorbic acid into the beakers, instead of 5mg. -___- BAHHH, that's a mega big difference...

Yeah but anyway, was kinda reluctant to go to school today, like always. Aiya, I always wake up with, haiiii siann it's school... then I'll just stone on my mattress and be blur. Yah but it was Physics first period. Same thing lah, learn new stuff, learn new stuff... Stuff about acceleration, velocity, time and displacement... The different ways of presenting them... Whatever. Felt kinda useless when I was doing it, cos I didn't really know anything I guess. And Mr Lee kept asking me questions in a questioning manner. Was kinda intimidated, but yeah that's besides the point lah.

Then LA... nothing much again...

Then Chinese! LOL, Chinese was quite interesting. I was rather hyper since it was after lunch and I kept disturbing Zhangli non-stop ^^ Listened to 七里香 so that we could identify all the 明喻 and 暗喻. Much much more interesting than normal boring lessons. Lalala, but she should choose newer songs. 七里香 is boringgggg (:

Math, Matrices, nothing much.

IH. THIS WAS THE WORSE IH LESSON EVER. ): Wahhh, I feel damn sad. I think I screwed up for the IH presentation. I was seriously nervous, since Charlyn and Jeremy presented so well! >___<>__< Bahhh, but at least it's over. AT LEAST IT'S OVER, AT LEAST IT'S OVER. I must start brain-washing myself with this. And our board was pretty good too! :)

I gotta look at the positive side of life. X_X If not I'll go bonkers one day.

Ohyah Kristy came to school late today! Cos she wasn't feeling well. She was feeling sad the night before cos she started thinking about DEATH. -___- My dear, whenever you start thinking about that, go and indulge in your dota or something. Just starting pwning recklessly lah. start a, shit what was that term called again... OHYAH, KILLING SPREEE...

LOL, I remember the word killing spree, cos the last time I watched someone play dota, then that deep low and commanding voice will always say: KILLINGGG SPREEE... then there will be this 抖音 at the end of each word. LOL lame, but it sounds kinda cool too. HAHA. XD

Huiwei, Desiree and Kristy is watching The Forbidden City at the Esplanade today. So majestic man, the Esplanade. And they get it at half price!! From $50-$25. Bargain lorrr. LOL, xiuxian was scolding me for not getting the tickets, I think cos she wants to watch too. But bleh who cares. :)

ok better go now. Holland V is showing now. -___- it's not a bad show, but it's kinda lame. Oh well, bye.

Grr, Math is getting on my nerves... I'd better get all the trigo rules in my head man, if not I'll go bonkers sooner or later. And most probably get tempted into signing into MSN or smth. Bahhh.

First day of school today. Wasn't exactly pleasant. At least I had a good laugh before entering school with Joyce lol. The usual lah, conversation usually starts with, ahhh I'm so tired... I don't feel like coming to school... That's about it. Then of course we start talking about the oh-so-fascinating! MR STEVEN LEE and his TORTUROUS MATH HWK. -__- Sian...

IH first. Realised that our new IH teacher was this Mr Lawn. At least that's what his name is pronounced. I thought of that mathematical "lawn" first (or wadeva its spelt) LOL okay I'm geeky. Yeah well, he ain't so bad. At least he gave us some helpful advice on our IH presentation :) That's about it. Oh and I have to force Zheyu to present tmr. How lucky, our presentation is tmr -___- So well, I hope we'll do well ^^

Then there was Math... Steven Lee boredom... He was teaching us about the Sine, Cosine, and Tangent graphs... And repeating everything for 12345 times. I was on the verge of falling asleep already lah. Enough about him.

And Ms Raha is taking over LA lessons. She hasn't really conducted any proper lesson yet so I don't know much about her. I guess it'll be kinda fun. I hope ^^ We played pictionary almost the whole lesson too HAHA. Cos she didn't bring her Harry Potter VCD. Aww.

I did something really horrible today. Actually it's not that bad, I did this before. Haha yeah I slept during class! XD It was during GC period so I guess its alright. And I was listening to Steven Lee (AGAIN!) okay! Except that my eyes were closed, but at least my ears were open :) LOL, Ms Raha had to wake me up. O__O It wasn't as bad as the previous time. Last time Minlu had to poke me several times before I woke up. Furthermore, that time I really SLEPT. Nothing went into my head at all. Gee, how did I do that. I wonder.

Yeah, it was Chem after that. Rather traumatising at times but got it over... Bahhh. Then MI. Crapped like shit. Didn't really listen to what the teacher was saying lol. Aiya I was in rather crappy mood at that point of time.

Went out to Aitong Primary with Huiwei and Desiree later on. Aitong is Huiwei's primary school btw. LOL looking at a Primary school does bring back memories. And her primary school is big lah! It emphasizes on space rather than on height. Unlike kellock, it's too tall to imagine. And they give the excuse that it's good for losing weight. -__- Teachers. Enquired on getting a part time job in the bookshop. Heard that I would be going to three different schools, TaoNan, Aitong and some other school. I dontknow. Then went to J8 to buy syringes for SPIRE and some Kitkat and some Macs... bla.

And here I am now.

Dang I can't sign into MSN. >___< Even the laptop isn't helping me! bleh, it's all for my own good I guess. Ah whatever. Byeee.

let me start drowning in a sea of sine, cosines and tangents.

Okay, now I finally have time to blog!

oh crap, I hate noisy keyboards, they make me feel veryy veryy insecure, especially when you have a tempermental mother behind you...

Oh shit, now everything's gone quiet. That makes it worse. >__<

yeah well, I shall attempt to start this post on a higher note. Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIULUN, MUMMY, JOCELYN, LYON AND AMANDA!!!

okay lah, their birthdays dont all fall on the same day. Xiuluns birthay is on the 2nd, and mummy's birthday is approximately 4minutes away from now. Which means it falls on the 10th. And Jocelyn's, Lyon's and Amanda's birthday fall on the 8th! Isn't that coincidental xD

ARGH THE SILENCE IS KILLING ME

yeah well, fetched xiulun to tuition today. crazy idiotic little me slept reallly late last night, or you could say, really early. Because it was almost dawn. I slept at around 4.50+ don't know doing godknows what. >__<>

Then went to Harbour Front to get Mum's present. We got her a handphone chain. Isn't that sweet. :) We got that from gift-a-name though. But the price wasn't really pleasant. About $10+... >__<>

So we just returned to People's Park, which was Xiulun's tuition place lah. Sat there, FROZEN UNDER THE FRIGGING AIRCON, and waited for her. Read through Bio for don't know how long. Actually we shoudn't keep re-reading stuff. It's bad for the mind. This was said from experience man, I didn't learn all that through books or anything. This is what you call, TRUE KNOWLEDGE lol.

Tut tut, went back home. Was seriously pooped, so I slept. on the floor like always. And woke up at 9+ o____o freaky. Celebrated Mum's birthday, and yep here I am now, at 0015 writing this stupid post.

bleh, okay gtg bye.

hurrah I'm back.

Feeling kind of sad and depressed right now, or maybe I'm just faking it.

Bahh, I don't even know what the hell am I feeling, how worse can I get.

Yeah well, received news that I'm out of NYT. Isn't the first time, I was kicked out last review as well. Except that this time, I don't feel as bad as before. NYT isn't a really happy place for me to be in, I just end up lagging behind others and being demoralised and all yadayada. I admit that sometimes I don't really train properly... and that my progress isn't really that consistent. But well...

I don't know whether the problem lies in me, or in NYT. Most probably it'll be me, I suppose.

The coaches aren't coaching me well too.At least my coach isn't -__-. I don't like manzheng jiaolian. He's nice and all lah, at least he does know how to teach me properly....But sometimes I feel that he's just prejudiced. Obviously, he'll prefer the NTT people and those that went for the China shooting camp, rather than me. But yeah well, it's kinda sad that I can't improve on my score on my own. I did it before! I broke the 360 barrier in the beginning of the year! So why can't I do it now....

blehhh, brooding over it isn't gonna help. Most probably I'll stay in school. School isn't a bad place, there's aircon and there's friends, and I can accompany Desiree (: But well, I gotta get used to the manual gun asap, (and prevent myself from sliding the gun across the chair) and maybe get over the emotional trauma of me getting kicked out of NYT.

It's rather shameful, and a letdown to myself to get kicked out of NYT again. It's not that easy to get into NYT in the first place, whats worse now, when everyones standard has improved much much more. >___< Bahh, just forget about NYT and everything else.

and now I can't visit the fishshop uncle anymore. I think that's the thing I miss most in Yishun. ><>< haiiii....

人就是这样，直到放弃，才会开始珍惜我们所失去的。

....everything is dying.

There's an article about Desiree's RI friend on the coverpage of Home today. It truely is rather sad that someone would die at that really young age, especially when the future is promising for that person. Heard from Desiree that his Maths is like, PRO. And he's smart and everything, RI standard. Hais, life is inevitable sometimes.

Steve Irwin died too. That was one of the more surprising pieces of news that I heard this week. It's such a sad week don't you think? Yeah, at least Steve Irwin died doing his favourite thing, observing animals. Pity for him, he caught the stingray when it was PMS-ing. Kelvin was telling me about how he wanted to torture the stingray over and over again. Aiya but what the heck, I bet the stingray attacked Steve as selfdefence. It's not really its fault.... Ohwell.

lol and I've been thinking. Perhaps Desiree's friend and Steve Irwin might meet in Heaven together! That would be a nice thought. Like, HEYY!! I WATCHED YOUR SHOWS BEFORE! OH CRICKY!

lame lah.

My harddrive died on me today too. Goddamnshit. It was fine 15minutes ago and now its gone!!! I think it was electrocuted or something because it was suddenly disconnected when files were transferred to it. Shit lah, these are some of the drawbacks of electronics. They are easy to use, and easy to destroy as well. Crap this.

And really, I think the world is too overdependant on electronics. It's like, no adult can ever survive without a handphone; no office can ever run without computers; and even the most basic stuff like, no one can ever survive without the lights on and so on and on. Electronics really play a big part in our lives, and yeah I guess we'll start taking it for granted. But we always have to have precautionary measures, lest one day this luxury gets taken away from us. The fact is that, we can't really think of any now. ><

Talking about all this reminds me of Animatrix. Animatrix is a series of small movies all compiled into one. I remember there was one movie which got me thinking. This movie was somewhat like the Matrix except that it was more gory. It was talking about humans being overreliant on robots and illtreating them whatsoever. Until one day (I don't know how they did it but they just did), one robot decided to start a rebel, and the robots started overthrowing mankind and taking over the world. It was chaotic and really gruesome, the scenes about brain-in-vats were coming alive, and we could see how greedy and maniacal the human brain can be when driven to desperation.

It also got me thinking about, how we should never rely on something too much, because it may either backfire, or turn the tables on us one day. We should all learn to be adaptable and independant. We should learn to accept change and manipulate the situation to suit us. That is how different humans are from animals.

geez, this is such a spur of the moment post. It's not that interesting I guess. I shall post about something lame and funny later in the day, or maybe tomorrow perhaps.

Ohyah, I suddenly remembered that I ponned NYT monthly shoot today. >< Dang, I gotta train. I gotta to do SPIRE, I gotta mug!! The sad life of an IP student.

Oh for once I don't have to go out today. THANK GOD. Bish but I still woke up at 1.04pm today since I slept at around 2+am the day before. X_X

Today would be the day for mugging. I DON'T CARE!

Yeah so I woke up, and I saw the sms that Huiwei sent me regarding the SPIRE thingy. Off I went to find my thumbdrive... which I thought was in my sling bag... but eh? It wasn't there! Panick and Anxiety! Searched the computer table, under the coffee table, in my cupboard yadayadayada

Until I found out that it was in my school bag all along. -.-
Bit by xiulun: Then my maid keep saying "ASOS ASOS" which was some stupid expression that she made up herself in Philippines.

Really, my family is full of weird people.


Aiyah so I went to send the SPIRE stuff to Huiwei... Massive editing here and there for the experiment procedures. I probably typed the words, microcentrifuge, eppendorf tube, UV spectrometer and pipette 12345 times. Trust us to do a science experiment instead of a social science one. -.- sian.

And I realised that XIULUN DID NOT GO FOR ANY OF THE HOLIDAY TUITION CLASSES DURING SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY. Walau forget ah she. How can she forget this kind of thing huh! Crazy siao zabor everyday only know how to play diner dash diner dash. -____- She really has no responsibility.

And she says she is pregnant. Pregnant with a netball ON (not in) her stomach. -__- And she keeps threatening to "have a miscarriage and give birth to a baby boy" yeah right I bet it'll will look like an egg or something. Something like this

this is just an ARTISTS IMPRESSION of how her baby looks like.

yep thats all for today. xiulun is having an LF aka laughing fit. bye.

Bahhh, just returned from Kaiting's house for the movie marathon. And accompanied Desiree all the way to Cityhall because she was lonelyyyy. HAHA I'm such a nice friend man! XD (being ego)

Yeah well anyway, today was rather fun!! At least I didn't wake up late like ytd, woke up at around 0735 and went to bathe... Then I took an MRT to Lakeside. Woah, I didn't know that the journey to Lakeside was so fast lor! I only took around 30 mins to reach there? cool right! XD

Woah, and when I reached Lakeside, it was around 0910! So I decided to take all the way to Boonlay and back since it was only one stop. HAHA! And to my surprise, I saw chiansiang there! Wa lau he was just stoning there like some stamford raffles statue or smth and I had to wave my hand in front of his face to catch his attention -_____- Toot. Yaah, so we took the MRT back to Lakeside and all~

Saw Kaiting and Kristy at Lakeside! So we waited for the others to come... While looking at CS slamdunking Kaitings head. LOL. After that Huiwei arrivedddd, followed by Amalina (who looked pretty cool today!) and Charlyn... Then just made our way to Kaitings hse lor.

Watched Whitechicks first! WOOT THIS MOVIE WAS DAMN GOOD. not due to the fact that it was uncensored. But it was freakingly funny lah! I laughed like shittt man. And I especially like that Whitechicks song but I forgot what was the name. :( Maybe I'll ask Kristy or Amalina one day... haha and some parts were rly cool too, like the part where they were at the disco and dancing... and there were also some sick parts where they performed this ...blowjob on this stupid tingy. Lame la...

Then we watched Spongebob Squarepants the movie!! Wahlau that show was super lame, but also rather entertaining. And I'm sure it was superrr entertaining for KRISTY HUH! She kept laughing at lame parts of the movie lah! I cant rly rmb which part she kept laughing at, but I know that when Spongebob and Patrick breaks into the "I'M A GOOFY GABBLE YEAH" (or whatever that song is called), she'll be like: AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH. LOLL, lame one lah she! She is definitely 100% spastic.

Then we started watching.....thegirlnextdoor. I have no comment about this movie. -__- At least there's a proper storyline to this kind of porny movie la. Sadly, I watched this show before in Thailand, that disgustingly sick and porny show in which I couldn't forget for days. At least when I watched it in Thailand I stopped halfway, but today we watched it all the way to the end!! >< I thought that it was already close to the end already when I stopped... but I found out that there was more behind -___-. but not so bad lah. And ME AND MY BIGMOUTH, I kept commenting on each and every scene and warning others when .... parts are coming on, and I think everyone thinks I'm hentai now. Oh great my reputation is ruined. X_X

Oh well my reputation would be tarnished sooner or later lah. NJC is a damn pure school man. Now, I really think that Dunman High is SICK-IN-THE-MIND. xD

yeah but that's what makes DHS so special! XD

HAHAHAHA I just heard xiulun's recording on the mp4 player. Seems like she was playing around with the recording functions and ended up recording crap. Nevertheless, ITS SUPER FUNNY MAN. XDXD

Yepyep, went to Desiree's house for project work today. Was supposed to meet at 1100 at Bedok MRT but woke up late though, :S. Initially I woke up at 5+ and went out to pee and off ahpaks television (which he alwaysss leaves on). Then, I woke up at 0800 due to my mother's constant nagging at my maid. -.- Now my maid can understand how I feel when she starts yakking about my computer. Yep so I went to sleep again, AND WOKE UP AT 0950 WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO WAKE UP AT 0900. ~_~ So cool right. And I left the house at 1030 :D

(definitely) Was late when I reached Bedok MRT. siao ding dong Huiwei made me think that I stopped at the wrong stop when it was actually correct! -____- I nearly had heartattack can. Yeah, so Desiree, Huiwei, Fudi, Zheyu and I made our way to Desiree's house. Wah, Desiree's house looks like a zoo. So many living/non-living things! So many tanks of fish, cages (some with birds and some without), and I saw her hamster. So cuteee! There were many lobsters hanging around her walls too. Loll.

Fudi and Zheyu left earlier since Fudi had to meet his friends for SEOUL GARDEN at Tampiness Mall. -______- Zheyu left too, since I think he'll feel kinda left out if he did stay. Aiya but after they left we didn't do anything too. Just looked at some blogskins and explore Desirees room blehblehbleh.

Then we went to Plaza Sing since Huiwei's muchuan was cancelled and Desiree had to attend a wake... Kinda boring too lah, went to BurgerKing to yak and yak and I ordered a mushroom swiss student meal when I wasn't supposed to be ordering anything. In the end I ended up eating the whole student meal lalala. Then continued to crap lorrr, nothing to do maa.

Went home after that lorr. Nearly fell onto someone on the MRT. X_X sian, it was super embarrassing. I shan't elaborate on this.

So now I'm at home... And I'm rotting in front of the computer oh yay... I need more motivation to study. Bleh.

BAHHH i shall forget about uploading the sound up onto blogspot. siansiansian.

Twee, in the Sigma lab now. Currently am feeling bored since we have to wait for Mr Adrian Loh to return from wherever he is at right now. -.- haii, maybe he's at some coffee shop drinking kopi or smth... He's a rather unpredictable lad.

Was rudely awaken by the thunderstorm that was raging last night. So I woke up at around 4+ with my surroundings all brightly lit with lightning. I thought how come it was morning so fast. :S Yeah, realised that my sister was awake as well, so went out to the living room with her, since it was strangely lit too. O_O But cheyy it was just my mother lah. In the end just went back to room to sleepp.... and I woke up in the morning with my right inner thigh aching like shit, for I don't know what reason.

OHYAH something drastic happened on the way to school today. ): I was supposed to do the airtight experiment at home since I had the syringe, so yeah I brought the syringe full of rotten orange juice to school. I stuffed it in my bag, REGRETFULLY. Because on my way to school, I was doublechecking on the syringe, and TO MY HORROR, the whole syringe was EMPTY, with the plunger on the other side of my bag!! A small patch of my bag was wet and smelly for godssake. I was on the verge of crying out loud on the spot.

At least my bag didn't stink that badly. Took 123 and I saw ONA!!! <333 Hahaha, I immediately spotted her ORANGE CRUMPLER BAG around her back, and that dead expression on her face. ^^ But aww, couldn't talk to her for long since I had to stop at the next stop.

So yepyep now I'm in school. At least we got some decent results for the fresh orange juice from the spectrometer. I JUST HOPE ADRIAN LOH HURRY RETURNS SO WE CAN COMMENCE ON THE ROTTEN ORANGE JUICE EXPERIMENT.

ohyah, and due to huiweis consistent nagging and ranting, I shall post this.

wth has different meanings! We can say it as: what the hell, or what the heck, or whatever whatever whatever.

NOW THERE IS A NEW MEANING! CALLED

WHATTTTTTTTTTTTT

THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

HUIWEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

yayyy drumrolll.

PIIIIIIIII AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

this was kopped from kristy XD

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: hoxiurong
Birth date: 06071991
Current status: Single and Dying
EyeColor: Black, like dead-black due to hours infront of computer ):
Hair Color: Brownish-Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Cancer

LAYERTWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Er, from my ancestors. China lor.
Your fears: rejection, my computer crashing, my manga and anime being lost, shooting badly ):, bad academic results, ya all the politically correct answers
Your weakness: Easily niao-ed and bullyable, MANGA AND ANIME.
Your perfect pizza: Anything with chicken, ham and/or cheese.

LAYER THREE:YESTERDAY,TODAY,TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: haiii, sian.
Your bedtime: dead at night.
Your most missed memory: primary school and secondary school days XD

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: COKE
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King :D
Single or group dates: As in friends? GROUP LAH.
Adidas or Nike: Nike!
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Whats Nestea :S Lipton.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate duh.
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino! Caffeine is killing me, I know.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: NO OF COURSE NOT.
Curse: when I spot something drastic, or when I lose a game, or when I shoot badly, or WHEN I SEE DISGUSTING THINGS LIKE THAT ROTTEN ORANGE JUICE.
Take a shower: Ya im not a caveman.
Have a crush: I think im too afraid to have one geez.
Think you've been in love: all puppylove.
Like(d) school: yepyepyep!
Want to get married: hehe, yeah.
Believe in yourself: sometimes.
Think you're a health freak: siao this is the stupidest question I have ever seen. I just ate macdonalds for breakfast and a doublecheese for dinner.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: Nope.
Gone to the mall: of course!
Been on stage: HEHE NO LAH.
Eaten Sushi: I cant rmb :S but I think yeah.
Been dumped: Noooooo
Gone skating: Im not rich and I dont have time ><
Dyed your hair: I DONT MIND DYING IT XD

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: O_o
Changed who you were to fit in: I think so, unknowingly.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: LOL, seriously I dontknow whats the ideal age for being married.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: not some weirdo colour like red or purple can already.
Best hair color: anything that looks nice. (:

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1MINUTE AGO : blogging this post.
1 HOUR AGO: talking to NH
5 HOURS AGO: at jiang mugging stupid zuowen
1 WEEK AGO: probably on the computer at this hr, as always.
1YEAR AGO: how'd I know.

LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: MANGA AND ANIME
I FEEL : anxious.
I HATE: STUPID FREAKING ROTTEN ORANGE JUICE
I HIDE: dark secrets and pirated cds
I MISS: my shooting results of a few months back ):
I NEED: TO GET OFF THE COMPUTER BEFORE I DIE.

today.

WAS ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE.


Swimming wasn't so bad. Did laps as usual: freestyle, breaststroke, trapwater (ohman that was difficult), diving!! And yep that was about it. Qingyun did come today and I was swimming with Charlyn and her. Nothing really eventful though. Hmm, ohyah the water was not as chloriney as before when they cleaned the pool. :D

Went to KAP for lunch with Desiree, Huiwei and Kristy later on. LOL, Kristy iss a big eater. She ordered a hotcakes meal and a bigbreakfast. LIHAI. I ended up eating one hotcake for her OHOHOHO. Ohyah, and she sprinkles salt all over her meat AND almost the whole packet of maplesyrup onto her hotcakes. Yeah and she still manages to stay so thin. Trust her to have high metabolism rate huh! Ehehe, I have a phobia of maplesyrup from now on.

Ohyah, and we met Huiwei's Tianjin friend. He wasn't as bad as I expected. I sort of imagined a rolypoly boy with geekyspecs LOL. At least that was the impression that I had in mind. At least his specs were nice: red and black. Haha how random.


Went back for Bio. First disgusting thing: WE DISECTED THE HEART TODAY! Wasn't that fun. At least it wasn't bloody and dripping with blood. X_X Mr Nah was showing us the sheep's heart, and I am surprised that a sheep's heart has more fats than a pig's heart! Yeah anyway, he was cutting it apart with his scapel and showing us all the pulmonary arteries and atria etc. And there were bloodclots stuck along the aorta. Ewwwww. Jeremy said it looks like raisins. Ask him go and eat it lah.

Yep, and we started to disect the heart ourselves! It was kinda fun actually, but Desiree and Huiwei were pretty disgusted and Huiwei wanted to puke X_X And I was kachiowing Kristy on the dimension of the heart and making her crazy over my endless ranting of: BUT WHAT IS THIS? I THOT THIS IS THE VENTRICLE?? lolll you can imagine.


Thennn, there was SPIRE. The oh-so-dreaded SPIRE. I didn't think that SPIRE was that bad, UNTIL TODAY. Okay so Huiwei and I went to Coronation to buy some oranges for the rotting experiment again...

and OMFG the oranges that we used previously were all ROTTEN TO NO END. It was really rotten and reallyyy disgusting. REALLYY disgusting. I think we can probably breed penicillin there or smth. BUT IT WAS DAMN GROSS so it don't care what was in there. I don't have the picture with me now, its in the camera in the Sigma lab. I hope I can post it up by tmr.

Yeah, so unfortunately for us we had to put the beakers of rotten orange juice into the autoclave first for sterilisation. It took pretty long, like around an hour plus before we got everything ready.

NOW GET READY FOR THE MOST DISGUSTING PART.

Once we took the oranges out of the autoclave, WE NEARLY FAINTED DUE TO THE !@#$%^ SMELL. WAHLAU EH! WHAT KIND OF THING WAS THAT LA! The rotten orange mixture was like, COOKED. Some of them were charred and totally black in colour, while others were darkorange :S And there was this ARGHHH smell from it, and it smells like soup for goodness sake. That is a bad description of how smelly the orange juice was, but really I though that it smelt of soup. Veryyy disgusting and inedible soup that is. There was one beaker in which all the black stuff was stuck on the base. Crap we had to mix it with water before washing that. And I accidently poured the whole mixture into the basin, so there was this clump of (idontwanttoknow) stuff stuck at the drain. And I had to pick it up WITH MY GLOVES (SHIT LAH!!) and throw it into the bin. It was practically clogging up the whole sink omg..

And unfortunately for me, now every small thing that I smell reminds me of that sickening orange smell. What the shit that was the worst smelling thing that I ever smelt, besides the rotten jelly that I left in school for the chem atom model. Bahh, that one sucks totally.

I hope no one pukes after reading the post above. If you did then, TOO BAD! XD

ohyah and I picked a bug up on the track today. Its lovely. I shall call it buggy. Or maybe I shall call it NH instead.

oh wait NH isn't lovely. If the bug's name is called NH, I hope it wont decompose in a day or two.

Crap, I woke up at 11.56 today. To my utter surprise. I slept for a straight 7h! You can probably guess what time I slept the night before. loll.

Went for Kbox with my family late at night ytd. It wasn't really pleasant. The room was super cramped, like 5 people stuck in this small room. Even the toilet is bigger than that! Yeah and the mike wasn't really working. I sorta pms-ed my way through the mike and my mother seemed to be irritated with me -.- At least we managed to change it. The air-con wasn't working too, and we received a complimentary jug of water! We didn't even touch it though, regretfully. My throat was burning when I left the place. Do not drink cold lemon drinks when singing karaoke. ><

Yep, and slept pretty late the night before. Was packing my bag for swimming on monday, and drawing. Attempted to watch a bit of Negimaster, but I was too absorbed in drawing, and the art of the anime isn't really nice ): I prefer the manga.

hai, mum bought a new handphone. Now I don't know whether it's for xiuxian or for pop. And yeah its totally unfair when your younger sister gets to change her phone every once in a while, and when it gets more and more stylish as she changes. I was super pissed lah really, and I kept telling myself to kan4 kai1 yi dian. but i know its useless lah. i dont want the sony ericsson phone too. i didnt even choose that phone, i was just accompanying my mother to get that phone since she said she wanted a 3g one.

and i already told her i wanted a nokia instead of a sony ericsson.

aiya just tell me to shuddup

yepyep, here I am again!

Xiulun's birthday is going on now, and the whole house is filled with ickle primary 4 kids who scream at the slightest stuff. You can probably imagine. -.-;;

Xiulun's stupid. She organized this treasure hunt tingy, and she started to hide the stuff this morning before tuition. LOL, roflmao, when she hid the M&Ms in the printer. I'll give a thumbsup to anyone who finds it.

Haha, the cake is splendid. It's SESAME STREET! :D isn't that cute. 1kg cake too. It looks kinda small for a 1kg cake, but oh well, I think it'll taste not bad. lalala.

And xiuxian bought a BILLABONG WALLET for xiulun! What the shit, xiulun gets alllll the branded stuff, while I get this crummy blue wallet with no proper coin pouch. -.- I found that wallet in this plastic bag at home by the way.

Yeah, you can see that I'm really bored here. Maybe its just that I'm not socialising. Not in the mood for it huh. Oh well, maybe I'll just absorb myself in the computer again, till my mother commences on her daily routine of nagging. :D

AND OMFG, squeeky balloon bendings are pulsating through my ear. X_X I seriously hate balloons >< What makes it worse is that, A K2 GIRL IS DOING THAT. I feel useless. -.-

Shit, this is bad, I think I'm addicted to the computer.

Here I am, typing away at 0219 in the morning, on the 2nd of September. Yeah, it's xiuluns birthday already.

I feel really hopeless. How can I get hooked so easily? As in, what has the computer got to offer? What has it got to offer that makes me so attracted to it?

Maybe it's because of MSN, the chatting and yakking and laming around.
Maybe it's because of blogger, the daily overview of the day's events.
Maybe it's Runescape, the lousy graphics but yet satisfaction for my oh-so-deprived mind.

If I continue like this, I'm gonna crash for sure.

I really admire those people who can concentrate on their work with the computer screen flashing in front of them. That's impossible for me; in the end, I just end up scrambling over the keyboard, brushing my papers away, and typing to my heart's content. Not even caring if my eye's degree goes up. And yeah, that's pretty serious.

Mum's not exactly pleased. She's nagging at me for days, threatening to switch off the power, and judging from the tempermental person that she is, she really did it. Trust her to be so rash; at least the computer wasn't electrocuted. Nevertheless, it's still my fault that she flares up everytime. I mean, whenever I switch the computer on, that's it for me. I get teleported to another world and its just 2-4h of non-stop staring and ignoring everyone. Complete solitude. Pure bliss.

If only I could do that for shooting...

Sigh, I'm just weak. Why can't I just resist temptations for once? Why can't I be like Minlu, who's friggingly hardworking and uses the computer for academical, benefitial purposes? Why can't I be like Denise, who's impossibly geeky (LOL, that's what I feel) but nonetheless, scores?

I'm just a good-for-nothing, computer addict, who just enjoys chatting on MSN till god-knows-when. I won't be surprised if my degree goes up to 1000 one day. Oh man, I really gotta restrain myself.

EOYs are coming and I'm not panicking. That's just great; I'm gonna die sooner or later. I gotta resolute myself: Lesser MSNs from now on. Screw the bloody computer. Screw myself.

...

bahh, today wasn't really productive. Plain procastination all the way.


Woke up at 1230 ): Yeah, that isn't something to be very proud of huh. Actually I woke up at 0550, but since I couldn't sleep on the sofa, I had to return to my room. So yep woke up at 1230 instead...

Went out with Xiulun to tiong to buy her snacks for tmr's party. She's turning 10 tmr, unfortunately. That way, she'll become older, and less nicer to niao. Isn't that sad. ): Yeah, but met Julia at that bag shop. Julia (aka ZOOOOLIA) is damn tall! She's taller than me at least, and she's primary 4, which is a total disgrace to myself. BUT THE WORSE is that,

SHE GAVE XIULUN A BILLABONG PENCIL CASE FOR HER BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


that, that, that, is SOOOOOOO UNFAIR. humph, kellock has got rich kids man. And I heard from xiulun that Phoebe is gonna give her a CRUMPLER bag. Really, Phoebe is crazy. She shouldn't give out her crumpler bag like that! although xiulun is nice (to my dismay), we don't have to offer a CRUMPLER BAG AND A BILLABONG PENCIL in thanks to her!!! HUMPH.


read manga for an hour, and julia and xiulun kept kachiowing me. what do you expect, they're primary 4. :D

yeah, went to jiang today. there wasn't really anything special. did si han, unfortunately for me and denise, and i sorta fumbled at my first para so i had to rewrite everything. whats worse is that we have to hand it in during class. haiii, sian. ohyah, and the acsi ppl koped our seat today.

prepare for dramatic comment


ACSI SUCKS TO THE ULTIMATE CORE. THEY ARE JUST A BUNCH OF ARROGANT, RICH, JERKS.

the above comment was in direct inference to the ACSI BOYS IN MY JIANG CLASS. they do not apply to the ip acsi guys (whom i know of a few, and i think are pretty much okay), and to other acsi guys whom i think are okay too, not that i know of many.



OHLALALA. THATS IT FOR TODAY. :D