It's true lah, the more you desire for something, the more you won't get it.
It applies to almost everything too: shooting, studies, .....

不是不要，而是不敢。


Hai, I'd rather run away from reality, away away from it all.
Continuing would just cause more pain.



I'd rather just put on a facade and laugh everything off

真累...

还是晚点地恋爱吧。