There are so many things to do but so little time. I am seriously becoming more and more like a nerd day by day, with studying taking up 60% of my life and shooting taking up the remaining 40%.

Wait, but wasn't life before this the same too? I seem to feel more of it now.

I want to spend more time with my friends without worrying so much. I hate worrying, but it's in my blood, unfortunately. Today I flared up at someone, oddly. It was so spontaneous that I didn't even hesitate. And strangely, I didn't regret it. Maybe this is the first step in believing myself.