There are so many things to do but so little time. I am seriously becoming more and more like a nerd day by day, with studying taking up 60% of my life and shooting taking up the remaining 40%.

Wait, but wasn't life before this the same too? I seem to feel more of it now.

I want to spend more time with my friends without worrying so much. I hate worrying, but it's in my blood, unfortunately. Today I flared up at someone, oddly. It was so spontaneous that I didn't even hesitate. And strangely, I didn't regret it. Maybe this is the first step in believing myself.

Long Overdue

I'm finally back. Today is Tuesday, and I didn't go to school, because I am sick. :( Down with the horrible flu. I hate getting sick but it comes finding me at the most unlikely of times. Doctor says it may be due to my sensitive nose (allergy to dustmites I presume) that caused the flu to come about.

Initially I wanted to go to school later in the day. But when I woke up, I felt like my legs weren't part of my body O.o Like they would fall off any moment or something, and my whole body was kinda sore and aching, just that it wasnt' really aching... I felt like I just woke up from a century of sleeping T__T So, thankfully I didn't go to school today.

I shall do some work... I have been highly unproductive today...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESIREE! I am sorry for not being able to be in school today. Btw, you had a wonderful celebration at my house and at the temple downstairs too. Because today is the Jade Emperor's Birthday too!!! There were tons of people at the temple downstairs (because it is 天公庙) and my father suggested wearing goggles and showercaps if we want to pray because there will be lots of smoke and dust around; Bad for me, who has a bad flu :(

My sister went down though, but she slacked around; She only stood outside the temple eating icecream while watching people pray.