eto...


ah. yosh.


im back here again.
im typing in this format again.
im being lame again..
v

well just for the world's information.
NJC SHOOTING ROCKS MAN.
esp pistol. but not that zhirong is very pro or smth.
okay la he can be. BUT THE PRO GIAS DO NT INCLUDE HIM!! ((:

oyah the rifle rocks too man.
371, 391, 375. O.O
kakoyee nehhh...

lol. i think im gonna get stoned by DHS.
*rocks facing in my direction...*
NONO IM SORRY OKOK DHS ROCKS TOO K ESP JUNYA AND JINGHUAN! ((:

*bish*
itaii na...





haha im typing the english essay now. and i completely have no inspiration.
this is called typical writer's block.
however, im not suffering from writer's block.
im suffering from the typical: i-am-writing-lame-stuff syndrome.
xiulun: woah a new syndrome found by Dr. Ho.
whatever la xiulun.
hais. i really dont like essays. ):




yesterday was the worse night i ever had.
i now understand how minlu can ever get insomia.


i made a fool of myself yesterday.
is that good or bad?
Chilidishness runs in my blood.
is ignorance bliss?



all i know is that i should think before doing things.
and NEVER EVER DO THAT AGAIN.

)):
gomenasai..

all is lost.
but that is fine.
becuase all we all know.
that love is blind.

dakara.

arigato ne. nii-san.

*sniggers*


laughing at ahpak singing some stupid song.


hmm for today i shall post in this format.
since its easier to read LINES rather than PARAS. ((:




tell you all what.
IM FREAKED MAN I TELL YOU.

tmrs the NTU shoot.
actually i shouldnt really be scared la.
since i already have experience in being late for competitions.
twice in fact. ((:



but then but then.
i dont know whether i can do well or not..
todays shooting results were like. not good.
for 10series i got 93. :/

hais.. i better get my positioning right.
and.
I SHOULD NOT HAVE CHANGED MY CHEEK PLATE.
cheekplates are the dammest things you can ever have on a gun.


they are so bloody shaky and when u move them a bit
the whole damn piece falls out.

HELL THEM.
they should improve cheek plates.
like make them mechanised or something,
instead of us having to configure it manually.
no wonder spencer doesnt like it.
cos they are so irritating la hell. -__-



hais. BUT ITS STILL SPENCERS FAULT.
i said: nvm la its okay competition is coming, and i dont wanna risk shooting badly. what if i adjust my cheekplate till the whole thing gets worse??

but he said: no la nvm, sometimes i also configure my gun before competition. the most important thing is the positioning..

but come to think of it.




HES SOME PRO GIA, AND IM SOME NORMAL GIA.
how to compare to him...

i think i better start thinking more for myself these days.
im getting A BIT mentally lazy.
A BIT only k.












no la actty quite a lot. HEHHEHE.

wish me luck for NTU tmr.

I WILL DO WELL MAN!
naw shouldnt put too much stress on myself.
just shoot to your best.

1) rest after every shot.
2) try to do the above, if not that just get into momentum
3) breathe in deeply if feeling nervous.
4) look down at floor at your feet. or slouch if feeling nervous.
5) hmm. i cant think of anything else.


ok the last one.
if your having this problem firing the gun
think this:

JUST SHOOT FOR HEAVENS SAKE THE GUNS GONNA TREMBLE EVEN MORE IF YOU DONT PRESS THE BLOODY DAMN TRIGGER.

but of course we have to make sure that alls fine first.. that ur sight is about around the black..


if not then.
put the gun down.


and relaxxxxxxxxxxxxx. ((:

............

ohmandoistink.




lol. why am i posting such disgusting things on my blog??



but its true la. just came back home. had this MENTAL TALK today in school about how to handle failure and all. it was absolutely boring,but i guess its a bit disrespectful to say it, since that guy was a national team badminton player. o.O well, it could have been much more fun if... IFFF... hmm. if i was in the mood? or if i could stop playing tictactoe with kelly. lol. i just found out that kelly kept a DEAD SPIDER in her pen refill for THREE YEARS. is that cool or wat. lol i think its quite cool.. but the spider looked so small and. hmm. eerie. miracle that it survived. (:



theres actty nothing much memorable to today la. hmm i guess i could comment on minlu's SURPRISING POWERS. yeah shes crappy and all.. sometimes a bit lame.. sometimes tending to get into arguments.. saying DUH, and being all BIMBOTIC. (LOL) but shes still quite nice still. but the most pissing thing about her is that. HER RESULTS ARE LIKE SO UNEXPECTED LAH! that is totally not fair. my self-esteem has already gone down by a notch because of her. -__-



i shall rmb to strangle her tmr. ((: naw, maybe i shall just hit her, since im nice. HAHAHA. leave the torture for later... *_*



cya. i gotta plot my vengence. hehehehe..

*rubs eyes*


argh i really dont like the IH essay man.
1000-1200 words?? im not a typewriter or smth k?!



hais well, just look on the bright side lor. AT LEAST I'LL GET TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE SLAVE TRADE! ALTHOUGH IM COMPLETELY NOT INTERESTED IN IT. :D:D

well road run was yesterday, and it was quite erm.. ok la. considering the fact that i ran half the dist and walked the second. ((: cos i accompanied kristy walking.. she had cramps and side stitch. so sad lor. she was complaining abt the uphill.. and ran down frantically down the downhill. lol i practically ROLLED down man. :P:P saw many dogs as well. and the best thing was.

AERIUS GOT SECOND PLACE IN THE HOUSECUP!! *woottsss*

lol okay thats enough bhb-ing. yeah went for training as well. omg that was the most traumatising trainig i ever had. it concerns whther i will be in NYT or not!! shot at 1+pm with a few rgs gals who din have school tt day ): and later on RI guys came cos they always have early dismissal on fridays -_-*

when i finished shooting, i asked jones when mr eddie lim comes. he said: abt 3-4 lor. WAH LAU. it was like 2+ when i finished shooting.. X( yeah but luckily the dhs ppl came and i had company!! YAYYY!! havent seen them in such a long time. and valerie din even know i went to njc. LOL. ohyah, and xiaoxuan says that justin timberlake is her brother. and he says hes handsome too?!! HAHAHA omg i laughed my head off when i heard tt. Oyah and i told vanessa tt i saw her on tv, and that kelvin missed her a lot!! HAHA KELVIN HAS BEEN SABO-ED. ((:

talked and talked to jinghuan abt her feeling very leftout in class. she so kelian... well i just told her to be more spontaneous and all lor.. dont think that helps though. cos haha sometime i even have trouble fending for myself. )):


and finally MR EDDIE LIM CAME. (wah lau he should have came earlier) i talked to him and i was like:

me: erm, my name wasnt on the list of NYT shooters, may i know the reason...
him: oh you are the one who sent me the email rite? i replied already.
me: OH! but i havent seen the reply.. so wats the reply?
him: you just come on sunday lor.
me: ERM. so er, er, does that mean im in the team?
hm: yeah.

so easy man!! but im afraid later on sunday he says something liek: those who want to appeal back in pls stay back and have a word with me. if he says that rite, i think im gonna tremble and fall to my knees in front of him or smth. )):



yeah thats abt it for yest... smsed sora till like. 2am?! arghh felt so tired after that.. lied flat on the mattress and slept on till the break of day. he says im the first gal who is hentai. LOL. haha i AM hentai la, but not hentai as in REALLY hentai. i dont like talking about hentai stuff. i just occasionally give comments and all, but not like CRAP AND CRAP about it. :P:P i rmb last yr audrey and jocelyn went to use the guides cookie boxes to make those, boards which u can stick ur head into things. they made an evening gown, a bikini, and underwear!! HAHA and shunjie acted a scene out with it. OMG THAT WAS SO FRIGGINLY HILARIOUS. XDDD


i still cant forget about the wonderful days in dhs. but i bet if im still in dhs rite, i;ll be complainig and complaining abt it. well, its just a case of: you wont treasure something unless you lose it.


hais. that is such a sad fact. )):

poohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


just finished circles ws. and now i have a phobia of anything circular man. EEP.


well. today is valentines day!!! lol received the most no. of presents i've ever gotten in all the valentines day i had. to me actually valentines day is just another ordinary day la... but for here?? its "a second christmas" (alvyn's mouth). really true man! its like i received, chocolates, sweets, flowers, cards dotdotdotdot. hahaha the best gifts were the flowers. thanks huiwei!!! the flowers were REALLY REALLY nice. ((: and my angel too!!! omg when i saw them rite, i was like. WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. they were SOOO NICE!! xDDDD. felt a bit guilty for not getting anything nice for my angel though. i guess i'll give it to her tmr. as some er, er... present-from-mortal-to-angel. ((:



got back chi comprehension today. omg.. it was so bad man. its either i didnt phrase the answers properly (which i always dont), or WATEVER. X( well just hafta buck up on my chinese lor.. which i dont know how... -__-



hais. nothing interesting to say la basically. im so freaked. i havent done my SPIRE and my IH essay. IM TOTALLY FREAKED MAN. x( arghhhh so stressed~ so tired. ):



pooh. this sucks. well cya.

bleh.



im so tired. todays PT SUCKS.. i dont mind running around the track la, but UP THE STAIRS! no way man. and we had to do it FOUR TIMES! nooooo... after that we had to do it ANOTHER FOUR TIMES. sickening... well, my legs seem to be crumbling now though. blehness..



helped xiuxian find her teenage magazine today. she so bad lor, asked gingging to walk all the way to tiong just to get her STUPID magazine. BAKA. anw, gingging and i tried finding it, cos i met her at tiong, and we failed. mysteriously though. popular doesnt have teenage magazine! thats weird man... aiyah watever



todays classes were quite boring still... nothing really memorable. sians. my life seems to be getting sianner and sianner by the moment.



are my social skills worse? or am i just not used to NJs environment? i hope its the latter... i find that i dont really know how to talk to the people la.. its like. I DONT KNOW WAT TO TALK ABOUT! in dhs rite, when i first meet someone i'll get really excited la and just yak and yak and yak. but now!! X( hais.. i dont know. am i just being too greedy? i should cherish the friends around me now... its always like this. i want something and i sacrifice something else. in the end i regret. i dont want things to end this way!! X( i just..


i just want to feel acknowledged and happy...





ack. aiyah. cya.

*clickity click*




hais im fiddling with internet explorer. NO MOOD FOR HOMEWORK.. but well, will do it later la.





haha went school today although yesterday i had a fever. its not that high a temperature though. initially it was 37.5, then 37.8, then 38.1!!! then miraculously, it went down to 37.5 again when i saw the doctor. lol... actually the doctor was quite good la. but i tink he looks a bit... pervert.. x( as in he doesnt act all weird and all la. but then by the way he looks, and talks. HEHE. im a bit uncomforatable.


and xiuxian is still ranting about her SHAWN and JO-SUA again...

lol, weird thing was tt quite a lotta ppl knew that i had fever. though i only told kristy and desiree. do i have a msg "I HAVE FEVER LOOK AT ME" on my face??? lol... but thanks to jeremy, chiansiang, qingyun, amalina, kristy minlu huiwei and desiree for the concern la.. (:

haha kristy made the class list/pic ting! it was kinda nice though, cept that it was sorta orangy in colour due to desirees printer problem. :/ haha nvm.. yeah but some of the ppl were saying that their pics werent nice la. and wanted to change.. yeah pity kristy lehs. she spent 6h on it!! aiyo really a lot of time wasted man. X(



hais. today was such a long and boring day... almost a quarter of the class wanted to sleep during SPIRE. we were all groaning and complaining. SPIRE IS SO BORING LOR. duno wat is SPIRE for in the first place la...



actually nothing much to write la. today was just basically boring. and SICK. X(


G'BYE.

'loooo


hais im bored. i hafta wait for amalina and jiasheng to send me their info before i can start on the powerpoint.





SO SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.



but anw. watching melody of oblivion now... some new anime on ch56 la never watched it before. but yeah the art is not bad. so yeah...




watever im just crapping. i tink im so hopeless at chemistry la. i cant really remember most of the facts tcher taught. >< im so toast. should bring back my science file tmr... cos i really cant do my sci ws without it man...



and mr lee taught us properties (?) of circles today.. at least i can understand it better than congruency. I DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING ABOUT CONGRUENCY UNTIL HE GAVE US THE OVERVIEW TODAY. X( argh.. im burnt now...





are my studies going downhill?? or am i just worrying too much. X( argh... i tink i am.. feeling so restless now.. I WANT TO DO THE PPT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SO I CAN GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH.




BLEHNESS. let jiasheng and amalina get home faster. free me from my mind's clutches. i will be eternally grateful. ((: