bleh.



im so tired. todays PT SUCKS.. i dont mind running around the track la, but UP THE STAIRS! no way man. and we had to do it FOUR TIMES! nooooo... after that we had to do it ANOTHER FOUR TIMES. sickening... well, my legs seem to be crumbling now though. blehness..



helped xiuxian find her teenage magazine today. she so bad lor, asked gingging to walk all the way to tiong just to get her STUPID magazine. BAKA. anw, gingging and i tried finding it, cos i met her at tiong, and we failed. mysteriously though. popular doesnt have teenage magazine! thats weird man... aiyah watever



todays classes were quite boring still... nothing really memorable. sians. my life seems to be getting sianner and sianner by the moment.



are my social skills worse? or am i just not used to NJs environment? i hope its the latter... i find that i dont really know how to talk to the people la.. its like. I DONT KNOW WAT TO TALK ABOUT! in dhs rite, when i first meet someone i'll get really excited la and just yak and yak and yak. but now!! X( hais.. i dont know. am i just being too greedy? i should cherish the friends around me now... its always like this. i want something and i sacrifice something else. in the end i regret. i dont want things to end this way!! X( i just..


i just want to feel acknowledged and happy...





ack. aiyah. cya.