hmm, why am I here. I don't know. Just plain boredom.

I'm too lazy to blog about archery invitational ytd. Twee.


-so longggg. :P

oh tralala, today was half-day! Although it didn't really seem like a half-day. I think i screwed my Chinese comprehension and Minlu was giving me helluva stress since she was doing so fast. -.- And geog wasn't progressive as well. I hope Wanyun accepts my information though!


Anyway, I went to K-box for the first time today! Now, isn't that exciting. Yeha and I spent a heartbreaking total of 14.85 too. BOOHOO. Yeah but well, sang like a 1001 songs. Huiwei, Kristy and Chiansiang proved to be REALLY GOOD SINGERS AS WELL! But my voice isn't like Huiwei's and Kristy's lah. Mine's lowerr. HEH AND I'M PROUD OF IT.


Yeah well, sang many songs. Started off with Yue Ding, which was pretty horrible since I couldn't really reach the low notes. But after that, it was pretty much okay since I was warmed up a bit. HYPED UP TOO MAN! Screaming and shouting can be loads of fun AHAHAHHAA. XD


Oh well, there were the sentimental times as well. Lol, I picked Ye Zi cause I rememberd Audrey singing it like maddddd last year, but in the end it proved to be too much. >.< The MV was a tad too touching for all blehs, since Huiwei and Kristy ended up tearing. )): I wanted to tear too, but I thought it was kinda embarrassing, like spoiling the fun, but well come to think of it, it wasn't such a big deal.


Ahlalala, at least we can indulge in MAYDAY for once. WOOTS MAYDAY BRINGS THE SPIRIT OUT IN PEOPLE MAN!



blalala, this is all utter crap. I am waiting for my fate-stay night to finish loading so I can upload it into my mp3. HURRY UP LAHHH.

-geog test tmr. sigh.

today was a bright and sunny day! unfortunatelyy


swimming was more tedious than usual too. >,< had to swim 50M laps 5< times, and free-style all the way to the middle of the pool and tread water for 2minutes. But it seriously felt like 2 years for goodness sake. And the fact was that, I forgot to bring my goggles! My eyes were burning like shit.


Oh crap. Anyway, Qingyun and I were both late for boarding the bus, since I, we took a rather long time rinsing ourselves, but at least we made it in time! anyway, qingyun looks cute with her hairlet down! really adorable. even zhuochun was mesmerized. That's so brilliant. I could almost picture the scene in a manga now. Hmm, maybe I'll draw it out and give it to Qingyun someday. ;);)


Yeah, class as usual, did nothing much. Usual ranting, usual nagging, usual stuff blawhatever.


Went for the Archery briefing again! WOOHOO, there's an IP1 joining rifle! HURRAH. It's Shiqi from 06IP02 anyway. I don't know her really well, but I guess it'll be fun having another teammate. (: RIFLE GIRLS ROCK THE WORLD MAN.


Yepyep, was planning and running dry-runs of arranging trophies at the range today. Was quite confusing, with all the standard open, standard junior; recurve open, recurve junior. Whatever lah. Nic was damn funny at commentating. But Frederick seemed like on the verge of strangling him. HEHE that would be a rather interesting scene to watch though ;D


Hha, went out for dinner with the rifle girls too! Went to KAP for macs, and lolll, the lady gave me a regular fries when I was supposed to have small ^^ HEE. But well, one good thing begets another [i dont know how to use this], in the end, I MISSED MY 961 BUS. ARGHHH!! Kelly and Desiree were LAUGHING at me. EVIL. But oh well, cos I was laughing at themmm, when the 961 bus came, BEFORE IT WENT AWAY. -.- hai, luckily I got fetched by my parents.






This is kinda strange too. I seem to have a sudden fetish for Friendster. Seriously, I think friendster is a waste of time. It's just testimonials and yadayada. Hoho, but I agree that they DOO help you make more friends. :) Pictures and Photos are such nice things don't you all agree?


^^ I feel scandalous.

it's rather scary that people like to post personal stuff on their blogs. >.< I don't find anything wrong with it, just that sometimes it makes me feel kind of nervous.


oh well, today wasn't a really memorable day. Woke up bright and early for school to record the racing videos on jiashengs hp. At least the presentation was rather successful! (: the people laughed! Now, that's an accomplishment. (: But it wasn't me though, it was xiulun who wrote the little itsy bitsy parts said by jiasheng. So no matter how reluctant I am to say this, you gotta love her ;D

Lala, strangely, LA was rather boring today. More boring than usual. >.< Hai, I think I just do not have anyyyy interest at all in expository. The problem is, expository is a kind of important english topic to learn.



Okay honestly, yeah I admit, I am afraid of offending people. I don't know why. I think it was just a childhood experience. I remember once, how I was left alone, how I was isolated from the other friends. It was horrible, it was a terrible, horrible experience. And it was because I voiced out my own opinions.

This shadow has been casted upon me ever since. I can only remember vaguely the confident times in primary school. My mother used to say how decisive I was in primary school, how brilliant I was as a leader. Was I really like that? If I was, then why can't I be like that now?

It's irritating seriously. This disconfidence of mine is pulling me down: it's stopping me from doing all the things I want to do, it's stopping me from progressing, it's stopping me from shining. Most importantly, it's slowly disabling me. Eating my soul from within. Embracing acceptance whenever I am, even when my pride is at stake. I'm just a puppet for manipulation, nothing else.

Totally sick, totally disgusted. I have forgotten how to express my anger, my dissatisfaction. Everything is just stored, piled up, within my soul. Until the day comes in which I explode.


Please, free me from this.

lol.. that was such a stupid post. it made completely no sense.

hello!

shoot i had better start on physics right and away if not wanyun will scold me to the deepest depths of hell and i will cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy


anyway, this isnt the point of this post. i typing in this format too because i am simply too busy to add in PRECISE AND PERFECT grammatical points.


yeah. ohman i think i am going crazayeeee. [loll kristayeeee] im being too cynical lately. like thinking that the whole world is my enemy and i should destroy them or something. tut tut, that is not the right way of thinking xiurong. that is the wrong way because by thinking like that you will end up having bad thoughts, and your mind will be polluted! in the end, you'll end up not talking to anyone, and you'll be anti-social! isn't that such a sad sad fact! and worse still, you'll probably be burdenised by the bad thoughts in your head and you will grow shorter than you already are! that is so bad! you are going to shrink one day! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh















aiyah random stuff. this post helps me organise my thoughts and emotions on the world. and to realise that everything isnt as it seems. like, we shouldnt judge things by our sense perception! ahhh, i learnt something from MI, that is a miracle set the fireworks and champange someone.















okayihadbetterhurrydophysicsbyebyepeoplewatevercrappybakakakakkakaa.

Ooo, school after Nationals seems a bit weird. I want the holidays to return!

I found out that I have too many philosophical, perhaps emo? posts. They aren't really interesting I guess. :S Ahh well.


There wasn't really anything interesting today. Hmm, if you include the commotion our divergent boundary group created in class as interesting, then yep, today was rather fun.

Yeah, I simply cannot teach geography. Whatever crap about Rift Valleys and Mid-oceanic Ridges, and Fortlines and Magma spewing out, and most importantly: lousy drawing skills, I just have to revise Geography all over again. -.-



Lalala, I shan't post anymore. I shan't be a mean COMPUTER-SNATCHING MONSTER and steal the computer from my sisters. HAHAHHA THAT'S AN ATTRIBUTE OF MINE MAN. XD






School again tmr. Oh, and going for the church thing on saturday! Rather looking forward to it (: And there's Physics Research later on!!!! ARGHHHH, we simply have to get things done >.< But I bet we will, with Wanyun there LOL. xDxD


-BYE.

and it all ends here.




Finally, MOE inter-school ended today. It was a day of tears and laughter, and sorrow and joy, but we still fought to our best till the very end.

Through these months of hard-core training, not only have we reached for better heights, moreover, we have all became developed and better people with strong minds and courage to face our fears. We never ran, we never hid, we continued to strive and achieve and finally got what we deserved.

For our B girls, although we didn't manage to clinch one of the top four positions, we still emerged victorious. Not in the form of honour and glory, but in the form of friendship and kindness towards each other. It is evident that through the months of training, and especially the shooting camp held in NTU, that we our bonds with the rest of the team have indeed grown stronger. That alone, satisfies me.

The rest of the club performed equally well too, clinching medals too many to count. [or i simply just cant remember] hehe, nevertheless, they are the pride and glory of our club!


haha, the above post was rather solemn i guess. but thats what i truely feel! today was a very long day, but i believe that it was the day which we all grew up and understood things.

(:


- national junior college shooting club <333







now its a new beginning...

The mind is an odyssey of thoughts. Creativity, Knowledge, Logic and the like.

It is also Man's most brutal weapon, with the ability to implode oneself.

Therefore, you should set yourself free from the peril and destruction.

The problem is: how to do it.

After days of hard thinking, of sweat and blood, I have finally come to a conclusion.









The best way is to lie to yourself.
Accept everything as it is.
And it will be done.





















I am free. For now.



-a very ambiguous and spur-of-the-moment post.




and perhaps another alternative, would be to indulge in the addictive online/non-online games.
A little recommendations: Maplestory, Runescape, Warcraft, NeedforSpeed (<- this one rocks)

There wasn't really anything exciting happening today. Ohwell, I'm just here to kill some time.


Went up to class in the morning today to get my IH worksheets. Lol, it was rather traumatising. Firstly, on my way up, I heard the choir singing. Haha, it wasn't that bad, it sounded quite nice in fact. However, sometimes when they reach the high notes it gets kinda eerie. Like, its monotonous at the beginning, and suddenly a HIGH PITCHED NOTE! hehehehe..


Suddenly on my way up, I heard the national anthem! OH GOSHH, I was like so scared can. I thought I was soooo screwed >.< But yeah, I found out that it was only the beginning of the anthem. AV people cheated my feelings. And suddenly, another counciller said: RUN RUN RUN! and I was like: WAAA?? and I found out that she was SHOUTING to another counciller from the staircases. What the shit. >.<


Yeah, saw Qingyun, Minlu, Fudi and Kristy upstairs. Surprisingly. (: Just got our IH stuff, and finished copying MI homework and went off.


IH was rather interesting, since we had a video to watch. Any lesson with a video is interesting lah huh. Watched some video on Total War, and observed how the women and children get seperated or have a beauty contest at the factories. Whatever.


Math... No comment about it...

Yadayadayada, on to geog! Haha, geog was engaging as usual. There was a video shown to us AGAIN (: and it was about the earth's crust too, as usual. -.- LOL, Mr Heah rocks lah can. His email rocks too, i.am.heah@gmail.com. Damn cool too! And he's those kinda blurblur person. LOL ^^


HAHAHA, don't think otherwise man.



Yeah that's the lessons for today.



Desiree came in late today because she had her piano exam, and she was quite sad that she played a few notes wrongly. Lol, luckily I don't take music HEHEHEHE. But yea, I think I'd take up the guitar next time. NEXT TIME. If I have the time, and IF I am still interested >.<


And I found out that Joycelyn took part in Campus Superstar too! LOL I didn't expect that, but there's a first for everything! Her voice is like Huiwei's kind, those Hebe, Selina kinda voices. Mine isn't. Mine is like Ella's, more deep and low. And it fits my overall appearance too yeah. Can you imagine me with a Hebe, Selina voice??? OH man, I think I will vomit lah.


Planning to go Kbox during September holidays. What fun! (: I hope I can sing well. I haven't sang Karaoke for veryyy long. :P

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::	ho xiu rong
Birthplace :::	mount elizabeth hospital, singapore
Age :::	15
Age you act :::	um, i don't know. less than 15 i guess.
Current location :::	in the living room, at home.
Eye color :::	dead-black. it makes me look blur. computer damnation.
Hair color :::	blackish-brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::	righty. i wish i were amidextrous
Zodiac sign? :::	cancer
Height? :::	a totallypathetic 153
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::	singaporean
Your hair :::	blackish-brown, falling lightly by the shoulders. its getting kinda long.
Your fears :::	backstabbing, loneliness, embarrassment
Your perfect room :::	shelves of manga, a computer of anime, bleach stuff everywhere, and a proper study table.
What you practically do in a day :::	eat, sleep, laugh, computer, hwk.
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::	shit.
Phrases you overuse :::	what the shit.
Your first thought when you wake up :::	i hope there isn't school today.
Your greatest accomplishment :::	getting into njcip.
Something you want to do :::	get into national shooting team.
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::	coke.
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::	burgerkings.
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::	NONE.
Chocolate or vanilla :::	chocolate! <3
Adidas or Nike :::	um..Nike
Black or white :::	White. Black's too popular.
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::	Bills. Much lighter!
Burgers or hot dogs :::	Burgers. More filling.
Egypt or France :::	hmm... France?
Rock or rap :::	I guess its rock.
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::	hell NO.
Cuss :::	of course. (:
Sing well :::	relatively?
Sing in the shower :::	lol... no.
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::	i am not a crazy girl like huiwei who masters the art of talking to herself.
Believe in yourself :::	sometimes...
Like taking these longass surveys? :::	what do you think. im bored.
Play an instrument :::	sadly, no.
Want to go to college? :::	yeah.
Want to get married? :::	...yeah.
Want to have children? :::	......yeah.
Think you're a health freak? :::	LOL. enjoy life people.
Get along with your parents :::	......relatively.
Get along with your siblings? :::	if you call teasing them every moment getting along, then i do.
Think you're popular :::	no. ): but i dont want to be too popular anyway.
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::	no as well. ):
Drank alchohal :::	no, and not interested.
Smoke :::	hell NO. didnt i just say that.
Get high :::	naturally yes; by using material means, no.
Done any drugs :::	medicine.
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::	LOL. only an entire packet of oreos.
Been on stage :::	hmm.. nope.
Gone skinny dipping :::	that's sick.
Been dumped :::	haha, no.
Dyed your hair :::	i would like to (:
Stolen anything :::	i cant remember. even if i did, it would be small insignificant stuff.
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::	hmm...JOCELYN TAN YAN MING. and Roderica. JOCELYN for the craziest.
Loudest :::	CHIANSIANG duh. and JOCELYN TAN YANMING. JOCELYN for the loudest.
Most shy :::	Desiree! Awww.
Blondest :::	you mean ditsy? does huiwei count? xD
Smartest :::	KEE ZHIYIN. and JOYCELYN CHUA. but for now its KEE ZHIYIN.
Kindest :::	hmm. qingyun (:
Best personality :::	um. i dontknow.
Most talented :::	RODERICA!
Best singer :::	Chiansiang, Huiwei and Wanyun. Wanyun for the best, since she's in choir.
Most ghetto :::	.....what's ghetto.
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::	KRISTY TEO WAHAHAHAHAHAH. and MINLU!!!!
Pain in the ass :::	haha, i am tolerant ;)
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::	huiwei when she's too irritating. and chiansiang when he's too niaooo.
Funniest :::	roderica, lynna, xiuhui, huiwei, and most of the guys.
Best person for advice :::	depends. im not picky.
Dependable :::	i trust everyone i guess.
Trustworthy :::	all my closer frens. desiree, huiwei, kristy, minlu; jocelyn, zuxin, cynthia, junya, yiwei, mingquan; DENISE!, ona
Druggie :::	NONE. -.-
Most likely to end up in jail :::	lol. i dont know. i hope none ends up.
Person you've known the longest :::	DENISE!!!!! <3333333
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::	Um. I can't remember.
Last nightmare :::	I haven't had a nightmare for a long time. (:
Car ride :::	Today, back home from Yacht Club
Last time you cried :::	I can't remember.
Last movie seen :::	OH. OMEN. it sucks lah can. -.-
Last movie rented :::	um.. scary movie3. LOL.
Last book read :::	Matchstick Love? Seems rather boring.
Last word said :::	个
Last curse word said :::	shit.
Last time you laugh :::	hmm, about 2h ago.
Last phone call :::	In the afternoon when i was calling denise.
Last CD played :::	Mayday, 知足
Last song you listened to :::	Believe Me, Fort Minor.
Last annoyance :::	2h ago, when my sisters were awake.
Last IM :::	IM?
Last weird encounter :::	Evening, when i looked at BARNACLES. they were weird.
Last person you hugged :::	i cant remember. i havent hugged in a long time.
Last person you yelled at :::	my sisters.
Last time you wore a skirt :::	friday at school.
Last time you've been evil :::	2h ago, when my sisters were awake.
Sarcastic? :::	2h ago, when my sisers were awake. -.-
Last time you fought with your parents :::	Should be yesterday.
Last time you wished upon a star :::	I don't wish upon a stars. I don't even look for stars.
Played Truth or Dare :::	Very long time ago in school.
Spent quality time alone :::	Now.
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::	Nope. No one to talk to.
Do you feel lonely :::	Nah.
Ever TP'd someone's house :::	TP'd???
How about egging someone's house :::	LOL. i have better things to do.
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::	i dont even know you.
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::	i guess.
Yo Momma :::	hey momma, lets just shake and move...
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::	i know denise does!! but for me nope, i am not a cannibal like her.
What do you think of George Bush? :::	oh. he makes bad decisions sometimes. lately, hes always been making them.
Any secret fetishes? :::	staying up late, and.....;)
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::	uh. no.
How many languages do you speak? :::	2.5 (: a little of jap?
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::	No. -.-
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :::	not really. im still rather bored.
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Yayy! The mood of motivation is back!

According to the Online Oxford Dictionary, it means: enthusiasm.
apparently, I am not all that enthusiastic about projects.

According to the Online Longman Dictionary, it means: eagerness and willingness to do something without needing to be told or forced to do it
lol, hmm this is much more accurate I guess

Oh well, I'm just in the mood for doing work now. Finally! A relatively long chat on msn does work wonders sometimes. And a conversation of impeccable english as well. ;)






Oh just to clarify some stuff on tags,
1)ICHIGO DOES NOT LOOK LIKE A GIRL! HE'S SO MUCH LIKE A GUY.

this is a picture of Kurosaki Ichigo:


He looks pretty diao here. Hehe

2)Yeah I like R-rated mangas. xDxD
3)I hope I will make a nice picture for the classblog.








That's all. Better get to work right and away before I lose my motivation.

HELLO. (strange, why do the words look so small)


I'm here to blog about my day! I was out the whole day, so pretty tired, and just ate dinner. Had superhotandcrazy curry! My mouth is isn't smoking and burnt.


Anyway, I actually wanted to make my IC today. Was all geared up and prepared, until my MOTHER went asked me: what time does the place open?? So on instinct, I went to check! AND I FOUND OUT THAT THE PLACE DOESN'T OPEN ON WEEKENDS. -.- Damn sian lah.. wasted so much of my time. I could have at least finished my chinese comprehension! Yeah I think I'm on a serious homework streak now. >.< Unfortunately, I do not have any motivation for physics and SPIRE. Ugh.


Yeah, so I went to Tiong to buy my cashcard, since I decided to make the IC MYSELF instead of letting my mother nag again. -.- And went to Tiong to meet DENISE too! WAHAHA it was a rather last minute decision. Decided to meet her at like, 1100 when I was in the BATH. So I was conversing with her when I was NAKED. LOLL, okay this is sooo RA can! HAHAHAHA, but who cares, she can't see me anyway! ^^


OHYEAH AND DENISE WANTED ME TO DEDICATE THIS POST TO HER. AIN'T SHE EGOISTIC AND DEMANDING. TSK.


Anyway, met her at the MRT. LOL, I think I sorta scared her cos I just ran up to her and shouted: DENISE! HAHHAA. Yah so we went up to 5th floor to fetch Xiulun. I brought her to my beloved comic shop! The place which I spend my time indulging in loving mangas and my fantasies till I get sick of them ^^ Haha but yeah, I'm sure the mangas in Comics Connection are better. Ohwell, at least I get to borrow m-rated mangas at a cheap price. (:


We got tired of waiting for Xiulun and looking at mangas, so we went downstairs to buy my Chinese 3B textbook. FINALLY. I keep telling myself to do it but in the end I do not -.- Dang. Talk about lack of discipline. But anyway, just bought and all.. Pity that I didn't see any latest book of XXXHolic. Wahh!


Went up again to fetch Xiulun, and met my mother. Haha she kinda forgot that we were supposed to fetch her, but LUCKILY SHE CAME. Cos in the end we got subsidized for our Delifrance lunch instead of having to pay for BurgerKing! YAYY, since BK doesn't have student meals on weekends too. Student meals make up my life in fastfood restaurants. We should eat more student meals so as to save money.


So Denise, Xiulun and I went to eat Delifrance! We ordered a mushroom and cheese pizza and lemon tea. YAY! It was yummy. Although the waiter took a rather long time to come -.- Denise was COMPLAINING AND COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW LONG THE SERVICE WAS. Seriously, they should waive the service charge. There's no service at all lah! And Denise was pushing me and Xiulun to complain to the management when SHE WAS THERE WHO WANTED TO COMPLAIN IN THE FIRST PLACE. I advised her to GLARE at the waiter while she's at it, but UNFORTUNATELY THE WAITER DIDN'T SEE IT. Awwww. Haha, but luckily MY MOTHER CAME TO THE RESUCE! And with her professional, polished, and often-practised persuading and arguing skills, she managed to get the food here within a second ;D HAHA THAT'S REALLY COOL.


Yeah, Denise had to go for flag day later. So kelian. Flagday is the CIP I least want to do. Nasty experience I had the last time, rather torturous. At least I didn't really embarrass myself. Ohwell, so just sent her off for CIP, and met her friend Andrea. Yeah, that's about it. :P


Ohyeah, and Andrea said that I was Denise's SISTER! HAHA I DO NOT KNOW HOW WE LOOK ALIKE. ONE SO FAT, ONE SO THIN.


oh well, rest of the time was spent on Oceanfront in Sentosa, and the Yacht Club. Oceanfront was pretty nice, although I should have gotten my camera so I could grab some snapshots of the showflats for my job-shadowing project. !@#$%^ project work sucks. Yacht Club was quite fun too, although the only memorable things I remember, are the food and BARNACLES. Ohyeah, and the waiter forgot to give me my one scoop of icecream for the kids meal! BAD SERVICE. Xiuxian is scared and disgusted of barnacles. Seriously, barnacles are quite disgusting, although they are just shells with little worms inside :S But looking at a collection of them makes me sick in the stomach, since they look rather filthy. >.<


this is a picture of barnacles. DISGUSTING LITTLE CREATURES WHICH CLING ONTO POLES.






-eeughhh.

Ahh. The complexities of the human brain, both physically and mentally, it's equally baffling.

However, I shall now touch on the Mental aspects since I have absolutely no knowledge of the Physical aspects. If you want to know more, feel free to Google websites which promote neurology. You can visit it at: http://www.google.com


Anyway, back to the subject. The complexities of how the human brain works has been a mystery for humankind for many many years. We only know generally, which part of the brain controls emotions, balance and the like, but we do not know which part controls happiness and all. At least I don't know.


Unfortunately for me, my brain seems to belong to the ultra-imaginative kind. It has it's advantages and disadvantages. Advantages: being that, for writing essays we can think of thousands of ideas and perhaps are of the more creative type; Disadvantages: we tend to think too much into certain stuff, unfortunately not critically, but too exaggeratedly. If you get what I mean. (:


Regarding the latter, it proves to be much of a hassle to me. I tend to think too deeply into certain things, and end up being emo and all. Being emo isn't a very pleasant feeling. You end up feeling lonely and negative thoughts start filling up your head. It's rather stressful at times too. Sick in the stomach, slight depression, just some of the examples.


Yeah and well, blogging about this is rather depressing too. I shan't elaborate any further.

I read a blog. It was nothing much really. The problem with me is that, I simply have nothing else better to do, at least its better than stupid, idiotic, good-for-nothing physics research.





But something caught my eye.




'不是不要去爱，
而是不敢去爱．'






how true.








そですね...

Ahh, I shouldn't be online again! But I simply can't resist the temptations of the laptop in front of me. ):

I'll immmerse myself into researching on the physics project later. >.<


Anyway, school wasn't really memorable. Nothing to blog about, I don't even know why I am here! Oh, I shall complain.




RANTS ON THE SWIMMING ENRICHMENT BEING HELD TOMORROW

Personally, I feel that this swimming enrichment is a total waste of time! NJC should at least give us a list of choices to choose from for our future PE lessons, instead of giving us this swimming enrichment right smack in the face! As in, seriously, not that I have anything against swimming or anything, but it's embarrassing! I don't have a perfectly fine figure or what, and I don't have any particular reason to show it off. That's one of the bad points on swimming.

Swimming is good, I agree. Not only will it strengthen our determination, the cool water may even make us fresh and more energetic for the day ahead. Unfortunately, the public's 'looks' and comments will probably make us demoralised even before entering the pool.







But maybe I'm just thinking too much or something. Oh, I just hate that hyper imaginative brain of mine. It's really irritating.







-loathing.

OH YAH.


THANKS SO MUCH TO KRISTY FOR GIVING ME THE HEART-SHAPED CHOCOLATES!



it looks like this when opened :S


AND THANKS TO DENISE!!! <33 FOR GIVING ME THE SAIYUKI RELOAD VOLUME 6!!! FOR ONCE, YOU BOUGHT MANGA!!




OH MAN SAIYUK ROCKS MY SOCKS. XD but saiyuki volume 6 does not look like this. I just simply couldn't find the picture. ):



yep that's all. I <33 you guys xD

I am not supposed to be here, but since I so cleverly (HAHA!) stole the computer from my sister, why not?? (:


Anyway, today was officially the first day of school! How disgusting glorious! Ahh, well but it wasn't as bad as I expected. Fortunately, the early morning rain did not dampen my spirits! But unfortunately, it was rather difficult to walk from the sidegate to the canteen -.- At least I didn't get myself wet lah.


Went up to class, and EVERYTHING WAS LOCKED. Spotted poor little Desiree sitting in a corner. Haha yeah, she was the only 04 girl up there. So I accompanied her lah of course. Seems like she was suffering from stomach flu. And countless headaches. Yeah but at least she didn't faint or anything. LALALALA. Fudi came later, and he was dao as usual, so i just dao-ed him back. And then Minlu came with a stack of books, and Roderica came with lol, nothing but a bag and bottle.


TIffany ORDERED the janitor to come up and open the doors. In an interesting manner. She was on the 4th floor, and just shouted:

"HEY WE'RE LOCKED OUTSIDE YOU FORGOT TO OPEN THE DOOR!"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

So yep, we got the door open (:


The class is EXTREMELY FILTHY. I just wiped my finger over the table, and my finger was BLACK. -.- So dirty lah. When I returned to get my Chinese storybook which I left behind, they said that they would springclean the place and throw away anything else. If that's the condition after they 'springcleaned' the place, they should just fire the cleaners lah. -.-


shoot, i hope no cleaners see this O.O



Yeah, went for IH lesson later. WE WERE LATE. At least, Desiree, Huiwei, Minlu, Jiasheng, Zuiqiu, Zheyu, Fudi and I were. HEHE. Mr Ho was rather mad at us, since we were supposed to report at 0740, but we reached there at 0755 >.< I feel so guilty. It's not my fault if I didn't hear that we had to report at 0740?!! Haha, but we were supposed to learn about War and Society this term. I don't know whether that's interesting, but it sounds interesting. :S We watched this GORY movie. SUPER GORY CAN. Like bloodshed here and there, and skulls being blasted, and limbs detached. -.- There was even this part where this soldier was HOLDING AN ARM!! That's sick -.- and morbid and sadistic.


Oh, had math with Mr Lee. I shall try to like Mr Lee more this term.


LA was fine, watched Last Samurai. Lots of bloodshed and stabbing of knives, but not as bad as the IH one.


I ate Japanese for lunch. Yum.


And had IS1105. For the first time! This teacher, called Mr Heah (pronounced as Hia, but I think it should be like 'yeah', so its Mr Hyeahhh) Yah, and watched this video again, called The Core. I sort of ditched Minlu, since I was supposed to sit next to her, and sat next to Kristy instead! But I've been sitting with Minlu since last term already, so I guess it's alright (: Watched the movie for 1+h, what a wonderful way of wasting time. LOL.


Ohyah, before IS1105 we were late for class. ): We stayed in class instead, half-expecting the teacher to come. In the end, the teacher (Mr Heah) DID come, but wanted us to GO DOWN instead. Quite guilty. ): Anyway, we and Chiansiang and Zhuochun were having a sort of like auntie-in-the-market kind of conversation. Leisurely.


MI later. I sort of dreaded it at first, but at least the teacher seems nice enough. I can't seem to understand Standard Argument Form though. Dammit! I can't think for myself ): I hope I don't do as badly as last term >.< I don't think I will though. I trust Miss Yap. (:


And went to KAP with Desiree, Huiwei and Kristy later on lor. Just chatted about funny stuff LOL.



Oh man, it seems like I've been blogging for half-an-hour! I've got to go download anime do homework. Ciao.

I need a PSP MODIFICATION

I know Weiling has one, that's because her version is 1.5.

BUT MINE'S A 2.6.

Oh well, at least I found the programme to downgrade my version. Nevertheless, I still want more games. Especially racing ones! HEH they rock man.




Ahhhh, just finished copying drawing an XXXholic character. I don't know what her name is though, I only know that she was wearing a frilly dress with a frilly umbrella. She's one of Youko's servants btw. And yah, frills are hard to draw I tell you. CLAMP has veryy patient and detailed mangaka. That's why their so popular!


Oh and I got the image from XXXholic book 6.




Gotta go out later to my cousin's, or Sinsin garlic chilli's, birthday party. She's rich and everything, that's why she has a birthday party with buffets and pizzas galore! Heh, I don't even bother to organize a party, too lazy yeah. All I got was a sucky day. -.-



Okay, this is quite a short post, but at least I posted! Haha, see ya.

Surprisingly, I'm blogging more now a days. :S

That's weird!　I'm supposed to be lazy.

oh well. (:



Anyway, today is the last day of enrichment week! Mixed feelings yeah. Quite sad, since there won't be any more late nights and shopping sprees and training sessions. Quite happy, since at least, we'll be starting on a proper school schedule. We seem to be a bit slack now a days, and that's bad for our education you know! Yeah I know I sound paranoid, but that's what I really feel.




but i bet that feeling will go away after a dreadful day of school -.-





Yepyep, went to school at 0800! And I wasn't late! Oh hurrah. But the stupid security guard, why did he have to lock up the sidegate?! It's not like anyone wants to sneak into NJC at all. It's such a boring lively place. -.- And you made me walk all the way from the sidegate to the maingate. That's a tragic waste of energy, since i slept at 0200+ in the morning AGAIN

Well, had power 98 school invasion! It was really funny and lively. I can't remember the DJ's names though :S yah, but the funny parts were, them talking about 'balls coming in pairs'; roderica's new name being roddy, permanently and ya i think that's about all. Oh Ronin came too! Lol, they were PLEASANT. In a qwerky manner. But hehe, interesting all the while. I wasn't really into them lah, Desiree, Huiwei and I were standing in a corner looking at them rock their balls out. They are HYPED up man. Really. Haha went to joing Kristy and the others later. Yeah, that's about it.


After that, went to have lunch in the canteen. Nothing to blog about here lah.


Went to the library with Kristy and Minlu to meet Zhuochun and CS. Jeremy (the gay) was there too! He was being a SMARTASS by reading chinese newspapers! Okay, reading chinese newspapers aren't much of a big deal, but why chinese newspapers! He was making me seem like an ignorant prat. ): Sad. Yah and Zhuochun was reading that too. It's okay for him lah, since he's a chinese scholar. Oh and because he's not Jeremy OHAHAHAHA. xD

LOL I AM MEAN.

Jeremy and Kristy left after that, the two lovebirds. Okay okay I'm kidding Kristy don't wallop me. Yah so i was left with Minlu and Zhuochun and I was observing Zhuochun's Ipod Mini. Wth, his Ipod Mini cost 200+ for 5GB, and my Ipod Nano cost 200+ for 1GB! It is so demoralising can. ): yah, and CS came later and we all had a little nice chat together. How pleasant.


Off we went to The Ark Lounge which was at Safra Town Club, near Clarke Quay MRT. Surpisingly, it's near my house. ;) Sat in the bus with Sherlene Chatterji! Haha she's a bucket of laughter man. Super hyper. I LIKE. (: Yes and I can say that she is totally crazy about Ronin and the lead singer. I don't really fancy him lah, he looks too hyped up for me. >.< I kept calling the girls in NJC cute bitches. I don't mind lah, but... it just sounds rude.


Haha, so we were at The Ark Lounge and listening to this Ah Du laoshi play some songs, and him repeating the importance of the link between the verse and the chorus. :S Wasn't really paying that much close attention to that though. I was too busy mesmerized by his siging. It's quite good! xD and Yile and Wei laoshi sang too! HAHA!


yeah, that's about the highlights of today. Nothing special really. I think this post is rather boring too. ): ahhh well. so long (:



I figured that I opened up a lot more after the June holidays. The June holidays really opened me up a lot, ever since the Shooting Camp. Shooting Camp rocks! Haha, made me gain more confidence in myself too. (:


But yah, I lose confidence easily in myself too. I didn't really communicate much with the other o4 people (actually just the guys) who went for The Ark Lounge thingy today, although I know that I am able of opening up to them, but only when Huiwei is around >.< She seems much like a catalyst for anything. I just can't seem to find things to talk about when I'm alone with someone, especially with guys. The only topic I can talk about is manga, games, and more games. >.< That's rather pathetic actually.



And I didn't go for training today too. I don't think the Fuhua guy is gonna be there though, like yah, his gun is not even there ): Holy crap shit.. I'm making myself paranoid and desperate.









AND OHYES, THANKS QINGYUN AND AMALINA FOR THE BIRTHDAY PRESENT TODAY! IT'S REALLY SWEET (:

i am pooped. seriously.

i dont know why i'm here anyway. >.<

yeah but well. todays the 6/7/1991, it's my birthday!

AND IT QUITE SUCKED.

really! it sucked. i'm not being pessimistic or anything, it just sucked man. big time. okay now let me give you a grand introduction on my sucky day.




Firstly, crazy, suicidal little me chose to sleep at 0200 this morning! Again. -.- What the shit, i was drowning myself in Fate-Stay-Night on the new MP4 player Pa bought from China. Lolll oh man, China really can imitate stuff. THIS MP4 PLAYER LOOKS LIKE AN IPOD. although not exactly 100% like an ipod, but IT STILL LOOKS LIKE AN IPOD. That's so cool! The functions are brilliant: radio, video, music, games (LOUSY LAH) and its equalizer is damn good i tell you. The SRS and Bass booster rocks!! xDxD I love Bass <3.

Okay back to the topic. As i was saying, I was indulging myself in Fate-Stay-Night anime till early morning 0200+, and then i slept, believing that I would be able to wake up at 0730 the next morning. UNFORTUNATELY FOR ME, my belief was weakened. -.-

I WOKE UP AT 0830 IN THE MORNING, WHEN I AM SUPPOSED TO REPORT AT 0900!

oh man, what crazy shit!
i didn't even bother to bathe lah. Just combed my hair, threw on my uniform, grabbed three pathetic biscuits -.-, and crashed through the door. Since I was UNBELIEVABLY late, I decided I should just hail a cab! So off I was, onto the main road, trying to hail one. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, they all didn't STOP AT ALL. !@#$%^ TAXIS. -.- Received loads of smses while hailing the cab, particularly a lot from Kristy, Jeremy and Ona. Kristy and Jeremy were of course, sort of rushing me to get to school, whilst Ona wished me a happy birthday! I was supposed to be surprised, and how I was, it's a rather nice surprise. I was too overwhelmed by my adrenaline rush to be surprised though, so it's quite a pity. ):

Yeah, i decided to take a cab to Singapore Science Centre straight instead of to NJC. Hehe, Kristy was pretty mad at me for 'ditching' her for going to the Science Centre, since she was the only 04 girl there HAHAHAHAHAH! So sad lah she, but oh well, at least she still has her Jeremy to accompany her. ^^ Surprisingly, I made it to the Science Centre faster than I expected! Oh hurrah. But that joy didn't last for long, the meter killed it. The meter read: $9.70+$1. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! I'm broke now. ): At least i still have money to buy that expensive Sausage and Egg mcmuffin for Kristy and that cheapo Sausage Muffin for me. Sort of like that lah, cos I used my Macs points to redeem the thingy, so i guess its alright :S

The second horrible thing happened during the enrichment lesson! Lol, it was actually quite hilarious lah. We were supposed to make our own soap from the catalysts, thymol and phenol. So yah, our group: Kristy, Jeremy and I did the phenol one first, while Tracy and Anh did the thymol one. So coincidental, we took the catalyst which was INFERIOR. We were supposed to add 3 drops of catalyst to our mixture and stir it for 3 minutes, until it sot of solidifies. what the shit, we stirred for like 20+ times, and there was no change in our soluton, WHILE TRACY'S GROUP ALMOST HAD EVERYTHING SOLIDIFYING ALREADY?! oh pooh. It was quite a pissing experiment. I heard from Zhirong that he added 10 drops of phenol every 2 mins. Lol, i thought that was suicide, but in the end i tried it as well. WAHLAU, our phenol solution smelt like SHIT can. Super Stinky and Super Toxic. I bet its PH value is 100000000000000 or smth. -.- Hai, i stil cant get how come HIS phenol solidifies slightly, while mine turned from: liquid->semi-solid->DISGUSTING liquid again!! ARGHH.

Yah, so after that we just went around, had lunch, had lecture and witnessed the great namechanging of Chris and Alvyn. LOL. ohyah and the fire-breathing dragon Yile too.




Went training after that. Jinghuan was supposed to accompany for training, but her MI project took longer than expected. SO SAD. ): But yeah, i was looking forward to training too lah. I know Nationals are over, but yah, well...

heh. nothing much.

oh lalala. i seriously cannot think for myself.

i committed suicide by sleeping at (omg) three plus in the morning today, and waking up again at eight.

FOR THE OH-SO-DREADED JOB-SHADOWING DAY!
sheesh.

actually although it wasn't all that bad. However, I should have spent my time more wisely though, like watching the soccer match germany vs italy. I really regretted not watching. Oh well, I was too busy indulging in my activities on youtube to care so much about soccer that time. (:

Seriously, I was rather surprised that germany got beaten by italy. (note: i did not use trash because i may either get flamed or ONA will kill me (:) Apparently, it was quite disappointing as well! I thought Germany would at least get into the finals. oh well. ):
Oh, and got some interesting information regarding the worldcup with my mother's colleage, Filson, today. Haha, he bets that France and Italy may be playing in the finals, but it'll be like all the semi-final matches: getting a goal at extra time. but i couldn't care less really. oh hell, just let France win, i know nuts about Italy anyway.

Ahh, i shall crap about my job-shadowing experience today! And i shall give you my special one-word description about it!

BORING.

okay lah, it wasn't really that bad.... just that i wasn't socialising as much as i could. i can't seem to be able to socialise well with my mother's colleages. >.< i always lose my self-confidence whenever i talk to them. haish, what a failure i am. and i cant grasp the idea that using Microsoft Excel to calculate mathematics is EASY. i just can't seem to get the formula right dammit!

OHYAH AND NOW HERE'S THE BEST PART.

I SLEPT WHILE WORKING.

that is simply cool

but i was tired! how can you expect me, a teenage girl of fourteen plus, to stay awake by the computer typing senseless statistics into Microsoft Excel when she totally does not have any interest in it! so yeah, i slept. but not a very peaceful sleep though. it was those sleeps in which you sleep and wake, sleep and wake. not pleasing. but yeah at least i slept. (oh shoot i hope no one saw me.) (too late, they did.)

Took a little trip around Singapore Town... (lol i hate that song)after that. looked at showrooms and the like. i love Carribean! the view is nice, and its windy. My mother says that there's gonna be a man-made island near Carribean, so the INHUMANLY-RICH-RESIDENTS who have PERSONAL YACHTS OR BOATS can sail there! There are boats out for rent too so not to worry. (: There's gonna be some sailing club there, so residents of Carribean can get a free TEN-YEAR (OMFG) MEMBERSHIP! oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

The other showrooms weren't that attractive. Went around in my mother's friend space wagon. Her space wagon is SLEEK i tell you. It's a snow-white, streamlined, Honda space wagon. super cool. IM GONNA GET THAT CAR WHEN I GROW UP.

yeah well, this is basically it for the job-shadowing. I hope i don't create any bad impressions for my mother's colleages. >.< i don't like offending people.

hais... tomorrow i gotta go science centre for enrichment... i forgot what we were supposed to do there though. no matter what, i hope it'll be loads of fun (: and i hope i get to SAFRA in time for training..

i hope the Fuhua guy is there too though.
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oh shoot i forgot to enter,
TOMORROW'S MY BIRTHDAY!
strange, i don't feel particularly excited.
sheesh, my emotions are numbed.














ya. im really going mad.

OH HURRAH NATIONALS ARE OVER.



yeah but so sad!! we didnt get into the finals... ):
oh well, at least its over lah.
but i cant get over that we could actually get better scores. -.- 184/200 for three of us. how coincidental.

haish.


i dont know why, before the competition, i wasnt really thatttt nervous.
hahha thanks to peixins MIRACLE NINTENDO DS GAME XD
that game reallyy rocks man. seriously xD

then we suited....
and we stood there with our gear.
WAITING.


and when i got in,
i was still quite fine...
the fact that the three lanes behind me were empty didnt help. unfortunately ):
it goes to show that i have poor management of my nerves. >< frazzled, chao-ta-ed lah. ):

haish... and i was TWITCHING LIKE FRIGGING MAD.
sucks i hate my hip.
i SERIOUSLY hate it ><><><

IT GAVE ME A 7!!!!
A SEVEN!!
7!
QI!!
NANA!!!

><><




















but at least we got 184.
desiree and i thot that we would get 170+ so we were basically elated when we heard the news.
it also caused a great outburst of energy when i played some TC3-like thingy game. -.-




oh yah my newest craze is RUNESCAPE.
you all might think im mad but yeah im deprived.
I DONT MIND ANY COUNTERSTRIKE, WARCRAFT CDS TO BORROW! (: