it's a queer feeling

of helplessness


its strange, how ur brain evokes feelings of sadness and depression in the middle of nowhere, and the next moment u're in a daze, helpless and confused. it's frightful, and before u know it,

visions get blurred and u cant see



and u just lie there, broken and shattered
will be it be better if i didnt start?

I didn't post about the wedding dinner. So here it is.

It was really grand, considering that it was at Raffles Hotel o_O My sisters and I managed to get squeezed in LOL. We weren't invited initially, but since some others couldn't make it, we were there to take over XD My Auntie said we gatecrashed the wedding -.-

Ahh, and the most unique thing that caught my eye when I entered the Ballroom!

Party Poppers!

They weren't like those standard small bottle like ones where they explode with a bang; These were really fun! They should use more of these for parties next time. (:

Menu

For your Information (:

I think its the first and last time I'll ever taste that.

Many people!

Quite a lot of people turned up. Mostly Chinese though; the Swedish occupied 5 tables. We Chinese certainly paled in comparison to the Swedish in terms of dressing. I didn't take a picture of that though.

Didn't take many pictures after that. The wedding was pretty long, from 7+ till 11+! We had individual servings of food given, instead of one big plate, so yeah perhaps no wastage of food. The service is a little too good though -.- They refilled my half-full glass of Sprite three times.

Ahhh, and a little about my day today! It was sleepy, since I slept late the night before ><>

I can only remember PE, since we ran 2.4! I think I did okay bah... Didn't remember me slowing down, unless you count the guys overtaking me by one round -.- 14:11 lor. Worse compared to my previous timing actually, but ahhhh who cares. Huiwei, Amalina and Minlu weren't feeling very well after the run too. Perhaps it was due to overload? Well, hope they're okay lah.

Went to the range for duty and mmm... it was pretty slack and we left late but well, I guess the dutyslot was kinda worth it. I did a little dry-fire on the wall, because yeah, my score for January Monthly is out already, and...... it wasn't too good. Zzz

At least there was a little motivation during dry-firing I guess.

I had to attend my cousin's wedding tea ceremony today, and omg was it glamorous! She's marrying a Swedish guy by the way, and his name is Christian. Didn't really mingle much with the people, but hell, there were a lotttt of people who came. A lot of Swedish.

Seems like the Swedish value marriages more than us Chinese HAHA.

Swedish in the house

Swedish outside the house


Swedish in the dining room!

I had a difficult time trying to take good pictures for this post, since it was really crowded and all. But you get the main idea.

oink

the bride and groom! the bride is pretty

yeah that's about it for photos. The catered food was quite good, with a wide variety. The meesiam was nice! And the dessert table too ^^

Later on, followed Xiuxian to Queensway to get her sports shoes. I think I won't ever understand shoes at all. Zzz.. get headache when I buy shoes man. X_X

Weather is getting colder and colder. Brrrrrrrr... Especially in LT 5. I can understand why they said it was the North Pole of NJC. It's bloody cold man! That was when I was walking to LT3 for... Calculus Math Test!!

It screwed me up :D

I hate limits lahhhhhh, although its just subbing in the values of x, BUTT, I had to go doubt myself at that most crucial moment, so I skipped one question lah. I got the other limit question wrong since it was careless >< and mmm, I don't know about the others. Zzz... heck care la.... I was cursing and swearing for the whole of lunch.

Chemistry SPA today! We did titration but of course the whole class failed because we added too much of the (chemical in the burette!) HAHAHA. So we had to make do with fabricated results ^^ I was partnering Jiasheng since that was the registered number thing, and we got the Sulphuric Acid and Sodium Hydroxide mixed up EHEHEHE. Miss Yeo was lol, a little exasperated with us, but well we weren't the first group to screw up anyway. The bad thing was that she reminded us of such a problem before the whole SPA session already.

Speaking of Chemistry, Denise told me that her friend, Michelle, burnt her hair during Chem today! WAHAHAHHAHAHA, I burst out laughing during class after hearing that. :X Lol, I'm mean lah. She got burnt by a bunsen burner, and from what Denise described " She bent down above the bunsen burner" O____O Scary kid. I was thinking whether it was because of reaction, because it it was, it must have been a really big explosion.

Ooo, another funny thing happened today. It was during Civics period, where the dull, boring teachers talk about "relieving stress" -___- There was left over brown plasticine on my table from the last Chemistry lesson, when we were doing bond structure. So, I was peeling it into little tiny bits so they form a little pile on the table. They look cute. Suddenly, Mr Lee walked pass my table and was peering at my little pile, and said: Eh what's this. Chocolate ah? Lol... and Fudi even had the nerve to say: yeah chocolate. you eat lah. Diaozxzxz, the whole class burst out laughing anyway.

Hahaha, life is simple and happy. But well, of course there is a fair share of minor miseries.

整不断，理也乱， 别有一股滋味在心中。

靠，i love my chinese man HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Hmm, long time since I last posted. Everyday's the same anyway, so well, I guess this is a brief summary of what has happened... so far.

Classes classes classes. There was changing of places and now I'm sitting next to FUDI ARGHH. I wanna sit with Minlu!! > < Zzz... ): The place where I'm sitting is strategic though, I can spy on the rest of the class from there MUAHAHAHA. Fudi is always smsing in class. He asked me today what kind of braces look nice -_- Weird question, but well I suggested getting multi-coloured so it'll shock the hell out of people :D

Mmm... My shooting is still quite crap now.. Since I can't keep my gun's straightness consistent >< Wahhh, my first grouping was totally left man, but after clicking the sight it should be alright. My training needs more refinement.

House session today was more fun than I expected. At least it was in the linkway, not like last time in the LT :S Wanted to play with the junior class but we ended up playing among ourslves instead. Lol, wacko, zhong ji mi ma and all those lah. Forfeits were cool!! LOL, Fudi had to pass this small piece of paper to Zheyu by the mouth ^^ And Huiwei did this 我爱的你 dance which looked hilarious, and etcetcetc lah. I can't remember.

PT made me giddy today, hopping here and there and wondering how that helps our training -___- There was captain's ball again too, and some funny catching game, where the catchers walk around like pacmen. Well, that was about it...

在你的面前我就变得很笨拙

就像是一个忘词的歌手

我练习过彩排过

这个时候却又说不出口

你你的温柔感动了我

我忍耐太久内伤太重

讨厌自己的懦弱

Make embarassing things fun!

It was Guzheng Concert today. I just remembered that there was such a concert on Friday night during tuition, when my handphone vibrated my entire table :X Zuxin was the one who smsed. Hurrah for her!

Yeah well, I met her at 1600 (instead of 1530, whoops) at Citilink, and met Jocelyn afterwards at City hall MRT (since she doesn't know where the MPH at Citilink is, BAKA)

We went to Bugis to get some flowers. Mingquan was performing, and Zuxin and Jocelyn felt that giving flowers to him was gay, but well, I don't care lah he can't possibly reject it what! And it'll make the flowers more unique, since no one would ever give that to guys! We gave him a pot of purple flowers! :D Mingquan thought the flowers were fake :S Perhaps he's too focused on strings that he can't differentiate real from fake anymore.

Proceeded to VCH after that, and met Liping, Jocelyn's friend. LOL, she's a little eccentric in a cute way, reminds me of Chenying. Yeah so we listened and listened... Zuxin and I were stuck at the back row -___- And we realised that Mingquan was only performing for the 1st 2 pieces!! >__< Ooo, and we spotted Jasmine too!

The beginning part was rather boring for me. Well, looking at the people play their guzheng was entertaining; they did it with such spirit and vigour! There was this guzheng, guitar-thingy, and erhu-thingy peformance done by these 3 China Brothers. The brother playing the erhu-thingy was... Spontaneous! A little too spontaneous I felt. Jocelyn noticed smoke coming out from his erhu O_O And his hair was flying al over.

The intermission was a little TOO INTERESTING. Well, we were sitting on our seats minding our own business... Until there was ah, an announcement...

“何秀蓉小姐，你丢了你的钱包，nric S91xxxxxZ, 请到后台拿。”

Actually I didn't really hear the last part; already scurried out of my seat when they said 丢了你的钱包. Don't care so much le lah!! Jocelyn's laughing was RINGING in my ears GRRR. Just laughed the whole thing away lah, was forgotten sooner or later.

Yeah that was about it I guess. Just listened to more strings being plucked/swept for the rest of the concert. And went to Macdonalds to eat dinner. Chatted up a bit on life lah, and realised that perhaps I'm not that crazy anymore.

Sometimes just stuck in a maze, and walking around aimlessly hoping to find some way out. Some way out some way out how did I get in in the first place -___-

五月天-《宠上天》

你爱看鬼篇
就怕看鬼篇
就要我陪
坐在你身边
很想告诉你
我比你还怕鬼

我无时无刻
都无怨无悔
让你无忧又无虑
每一天

你一个口令
我一个动作
决不拖延
你一个皱眉
我三天黑线
整个高度警戒

我无时无刻
都无怨无悔
让你无法又无天
的撒野

chorus-
是我的朋友就是我的baby
就算你打我替我也都ok
就是要宠你宠你宠上了天
天堂整个搬到你身边

是一座堡垒
是一种哲学
我们之间
是一股热血
是一句干杯
也是一种永远
我无时无刻
都无怨无悔
让爱无穷又无尽
万万岁

chorus-
是我的朋友就是我的baby
就算你打我替我也都ok
就是要宠你宠你宠上了天
天堂整个都在你身边
是我的朋友就是我的baby
你想要打我虐待也都随便
就是要宠你宠你宠上了天
让谁都羡慕都赞美
让谁都傻眼


this song reminds me... of myself. Lol.

突然记得为什么喜欢五月天了。

I was being kpo in fiddling with Blogger, so now I have to write this post all over again SIAN...

Missed my stop on purpose when going home today. Lol, yeah I had quite some time to spare since I left school at 1400, the earliest for this week I think. Anyway, I was sleeping on the bus so I decided to sleep a little bit more... and land up at the stop around 10 stops away from my original one. LOL

Denise invited me to accompany her to National Library, since she had to get materials for her Art. She's taking Art for O levels! Yeah, it was quite productive today as compared to the other day. At least our findings were more narrowed down this time.

I decided to find some stuff on Mccarthyism for the English Project, since I was in a library after all. Blearh, but I couldn't find much useful stuff... Most of the stuff were already on the Internet! Merely information that reinforced our stand that's all. Bahh, what's worse was that the books that looked appropriate on the catalogue were all at Woodlands Library! I could just fly there if I had wings.

Nothing much after that lor. It rained pretty heavily this afternoon. Perhaps Heaven sending pity to all the sad souls on Earth.

Tried out 02jam at dawn today. Lol, I shouldnt do such stuff next time, but yeah well I can't give in to temptations. It was quite fun though. Thnx to Denise for introducing the game to me.

Mmm... I can't really remember what was done today, just that Calculus is my weak subject >< Nearly slept during Chinese lesson today too X_X. I realise I knock out quite easily. Lol, must be training to make full use of my sleeping time. Cos sometimes I think sleeping is such a waste of time -_-

Principal's Contact time was.... interesting and controversial today. Perhaps we IP students were a little rebellious at times, but suppose she could maintain her cool under such situations, we could respect her more wouldn't we? Yeah, Mrs Cheng exploded in the LT today. Zzzz... Pretty scary sight.

Jeremy wants to join Archery too! Desiree and Huiwei call him Bread-face, so perhaps if he joins Archery he'll be well-baked, since he's a little chubby now. Yeah but well, Archery is kind of fun. Wait but nh is there so it wouldn't be fun anymore! LOL, no lah kidding.

PT was refreshing for a change, since it was Basketball instead of more running erp. We did 2 rounds warmup first before playing, and ughhh the other team was trashing us because Zhirong and Deyao (the tallies) were there. -___- stretching out their hands is equivalent to two times my height man.

I survived the 18C bedroom ytd. Hurrah! Nearly froze to death since the aircon was on and it was freaking cold outside. Furthermore, my blanket naturally has holes in it so I was cocooned up on the mattress, hoping for daybreak.

I was late for school again today and it's damn pissing, since its not a good habit to be late for school. Whats worse, I forgot to bring my ipod so I just spent the whole bus ride rotting asleep. And shivering since the bus was also cold. -____- Luckily I managed to find o4 too.

We didn't learn anything significant in class. There was this drama thingy we had to do for English, which was quite fun at times but crappy at others. You know its like those miming and facial expression things, and I can't be bothered to think of funny actions lah. LOL, but it was fun sabo-ing Desiree with the "I'm retarded" thing. Firstly, we had to do an action and say something else completely different from what we were doing. Example: you're "kicking soccer" and saying "I'm eating rice". And the other person has to "eat rice" and say something else. I sabo-ed Desiree into "being retarded" HAHA!

Unfortunately she's no fun, so she didn't act retarded at all.

I asked Desiree to sabo Huiwei into "pole-dancing" but she didn't. Rats, Huiwei sabo-ed Qingyun instead, but it was still not convincing enough!! > <

PE was sian-ded. 2 rounds of warming up, and then 6 rounds of proper running! At least it was at our own pace, so XiuHui and I were dragging our feet behind -___- At least we managed to complete 6 rounds lah. Huiwei and Desiree were nice enough to accompany us running the last round too ^^ It was terrible, since it was drizzling, and my spectacles were stained with raindrops. -__-

And Kristy is a mad girl. She tortures people (ESPECIALLY ME) for -ahem-ing. -_- Desiree can niao ppl better than me too! Rats.

shooting is a sad sport

I am dead tired. Words play a huge role in my life today, with vowels, punctuation and strokes galore. The best part, they're in both English and Chinese! What joy this sian activity gives.

I did 演讲稿 in tuition today and it was crap. Teacher had to be so kind as to read it out to the class, as she did for the rest. There was 作文 done in chinese class too and I did 报章报道lah since it was by far, the easiest to me :S

Chem test was alright, although the questions behind were tricky. Had a headache after the test. Perhaps due to overexcesive use of brainpower lol. PE was crap, shuttles shuttles shuttles, and then training was crap too, left left left.




There was this topic during 作文which interested me, 如果人有梦想，才能把生活过得有意义. Just had the craving to write about it for 作文 but yeah well... hahaha, it was so much of a coincidence.

Shooting demoralised me today. I felt bad for hogging the lanes when there were so many other people wanting to shoot.

But there's no giving up now. I've held on for so long, it's hard to let go.

Somewhere I've never thought I'll be

Wasn't late today, unexpectedly. Perhaps the jam cleared off a bit already... And assembly was in the hall today too. Zhuochun got a BIG comb as a birthday present from Kaiting! It was really cool, the coolest... comb, that I've ever seen. Maybe he could bring it to OBS, so when people don't bring their combs, they can use this and comb their hair all at the same time. Wahh, practical sia!

Nevermind, I was feeling kinda sleepy in the morning since DENISE CALLED ME AT 11.30PM SO I COULD HELP HER WITH HER STINKIN' ART. She was having some problems uploading the pictures, and Blogger wasn't working as well, so I helped her do it on Xanga instead. Zzz... I think I'm too nice. My mother says that sometimes I'm being pushed around too much. But well, its more like because I'm interested in these HTML things. Anyway, ended up sleeping at 1.30am then. -__-

PT was sad, since it was finally PHYSICAL TRAINING for once. After the slack of captain's ball, I finally realised the strain of proper running. Zzz, especially after PE on Monday. We were supposed to run 4 rounds around track, and timing was taken. I got a 10min+ I think. -__- Don't care so much already lah, I felt that I was maintaining my speed throughout the 4 rounds. Bahh, heck care if I didn't. Desiree, being mad as usual, clocked a 9min+?? LOL, if I run with her I'll get heartattack sooner or later.

Went to see Zuiqiu at the hospital after PT too, along with Desiree, Huiwei, Qingyun, Joyce, Lava, CS, Zhuochun, Jiasheng and some guy from 01. He looked frail and weak (like most hospital patients) but well, it must have been touching for him to see us there~!~ Heard from Zheyu that "他的肺破了个孔" O___O I thought he was kidding at first, but guess it was true after all. His father was there too, and heard that he touched down from China on that day too. It must have been lonely in the hospital. LOL, we weren't being very -ahem, considerate towards his condition, since we were making him laugh all the time with our lame comments, and when you have a 孔 in your 肺, it certainly isn't advisable to laugh so hard too lol.

Yeah and it was kinda sweet that Zuiqiu's parents even remembered Zhuochun's birthday too! They bought him a 2008 Olympic... thing. I didn't really catch what it was. Anyway, left with Huiwei, Desiree and Qingyun for home... Slept a little in the bus but kept getting frightened awake since my wallet felt like it was going to drop all the time. Hahaha, but that's it for today.

I'm bored...

I wanted to post this on Sunday, but didn't since I was busy the whole day.

I had a dream.

Lol, there I was, in a dark and gloomy cave, with a group of people whom I've forgotten who. Anticipating some bad news, we were feeling terrified if I'm not wrong LOL. Sitting in a circle, some important person voiced out.

"The time has come. Aliens are approaching, and I feel that now is right for you all, to receive your special weapons."

Yeah and there was this flash of light, like you know those shows in which there are light effects which show that something important is going to happen. Bestowed down upon us, was an arsenal of weapons that you've never think of! Strangely, the weapons had a striking resemblance to Gundam Seed's too.

I got this machine gun... thingy. From what the important person said my weapon could be linked with someone else's, whom I forgot whose too. But I remember that it was a sword, and that if those two weapons were linked together, it would form an ULTRA SUPER COOL MACHINE GUN! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTT!! I remember vividly from my dream that it could shoot front and left. Seems pretty crummy huh, BUT IT LOOKS AWESOME.

my machine gun

I couldn't launch it initially, but I realised there were some gadget thingys which I had to turn on in order for it to work. Unfortuntately, the whole thing didn't work even when I turned it on -___- So I decided to seperate the both of them instead. I remember Desiree (yes she was in my dream) took the sword and I took the gun.

Desiree's Sword

AND THERE WERE THE ALIENS APPROACHING AHHHHHHHHH

It was a whole battle scene, massacre and chaos, with zombie-like figures and funny... cartoon-ish things wobbling here and there. We were supposed to use our weapons to defeat them all, and out of our weapons was this laser beam thing which would stun the enemies. What a stroke of bad luck, my gun wasn't working properly! The green laser just shot out like some lousy green torchlight and it didn't even manage to kill a single enemy ARGH. What's worse, Desiree's sword was doing pretty well, with red lasers slashing in the nightsky! Ack, panic panic panic.

Abstract Impression of the Battle Scene

Another flash of light burst from the battle scene, and this sight was simply astounding. Those zombies who were blasted by the lasers turned into robots which looked like Evas! (from Evangelion) That sight was stuck into my mind, I couldn't forget it even after I woke up. It was like they were reborn.

a very bad depicition, but still a depiction of the robots I saw

The light went off, and the zombie things were back in the battle scene again. Feeling panicky since my weapon couldn't work, I was desperately pulling the trigger so that by some sheer stroke of luck, it would regain its original power. Charlyn (yeah she was there too) appeared next to me, and was, I think, helping me with my weapon.

Suddenly, I saw Xiuxian in the crowd of zombie like people! She was wearing like what everyone else was wearing, a grey robe that looked like for monks. I was sort of planning to shoot her, and she was screaming at me like "EY I'M YOUR SISTER LEH! STILL SHOOT WHAT SHOOT!"

Beside me, Charlyn told me to get a grip on myself, and just shoot Xiuxian instead! Caught in shock and horror, I rebutted "How could you say such a thing! She's my sister! I don't believe Charlyn would say such things! Are you a zombie??" And Charlyn was like "No! You don't belive me!" and she kept on approaching, closer and closer, till cornering me into a wall... Suddenly, I saw the clothes on her body turn from the normal everyday's, to a dull grey...

I tried shooting her with my gun, but it was to no avail. The green light had no effect on her;it was simply too weak. Struggling on my feet, I was cornered to a wall, desperate for help.

The last scene I saw, was an innocent girl in the same situation as me, receiving a kiss from the zombies and disintegrating into thin air... Laser beams were patterning in my eyes and all was lost...

.............. then i woke up.

Whenever the laptop starts, the starting up sound gets really loud these days, and its like the laptop is gonna explode : I sure don't want that to happen...

Anyway, I was nearly late for school again today :D I think this habit is getting on me pretty quickly; it's only the 2nd week of school! Yeah but at least Lavania was there to accompany me ^^ The jam on the roads are quite bad these days... Perhaps it'll go off later in the year.

Yes, first lesson of PE! Was looking forward to it since I haven't really exercised ever since the ToaPayoh swim. Proved to be more tiring than I thought X_X Ran circuits for 5 rounds, and some... exercise that trains our triceps. Gahh, my wrists felt like breaking after that. Huiwei nearly felt like vomitting after running the rounds, and Lavania really vomitted > < Scary man...

The class seems empty without the OGLs around. Our class has 7 OGLs!

Quite boring during Lunch too. Losing my appetite very easily these days. I think I ate half a plate of rice for dinner last night :S

Nothing memorable after that... There was our first Governence and Society Lesson and it was much better than I thought. From what Mr Han says, its going to be like a Kopitiam Session, where we talk about politics politics politics. I hope it'll be interesting, at least from the way he described it. ><

Wanted to train today too, but ugh! We were held back a little after class... I thought I could at least train for an hour from 4-5, but I realised that SHOOTING CLUB WAS MORE POPULAR THAN I THOUGHT, with so many people trying out shooting. All the lanes were occupied too! And Siewmei caught me and Desiree entering the range soooo she kopped us to help take care of the lanes. -__- It was quite slack lah, since they all knew how to shoot already. I think there was this RV? guy who could shoot quite well. Desiree said all his shots were in the black O_O Wah, damn zai man.

Won't you just put me to sleep...

Argh, becoming more and more sleepy now a days. I can't sleep at 12 and wake up at 6 without feeling drowsy the rest of the day anymore. Well, that isn't exactly healthy too lah.

CCA day wasn't so bad. Taught a few people how to shoot but > < quite a lot couldn't. Either hitting the white or the wall, but most of the time they were too hard on the trigger. I think the trigger for my gun was super sensitive lol.

Went to school at 8.30am (ARGHH) for Mental Training. Watched this PingPong movie which was quite enlightening although I feel that The Best Game Ever Played was better. It was a Japanese Movie, and that made me like it even more XD, about these two table-tennis players who were childhood friends, Tsukimoto and Peco. And yeah, how they fell and how they got back up again. Lol, sometimes movies make the process of going back again so easy. Because it certainly isn't easy at all. Zzz....

Heh, during reflections I think Xuandao & Yuyan said something along the lines of this,
" With talent and hard work, you'll achieve something; With no talent and hard work, you'll achieve something too, only in a longer time. So that means you'll need hard work for everything."

I asked Kelly what would happen if there's no time. Lol, she said that means we're dead meat...

A very spur of the moment post, which is of course lame.

This is gonna be a short post since my mother would chase me off the computer any moment soon. She's like a Tiger man... Yeah since she is born in the year of Tiger :S

Anyway, my previous blog post's wish came true! Although that was more of a JEST rather than a real WISH. I didn't really expect myself to be late for school!! And it was late in the mot unexpected manner. I was in the bus reading Trinity Blood.. and listening to music.. then Desiree called me... and I found myself at Hwachong... and I just well, continued reading my manga... and thinking of some ominous stuff...

and suddenly, at that exact moment I lifted my head.

And realised there were a bit too many houses on the road



I MISSED THE STOP AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!




Being cool and composed, I immediately pressed the doorbell, and as if on cue, the person next to me suddenly jumped out of his seat! Cool if that would happen to everyone who sat beside me when I wanted to alight :D:D Although I didn't appreciate the cold stares that everyone gave me,which I think was part of the "ORH HOR THIS NJC STUDENT MISSED HER STOP" package.

Yeah well, I walked at my normal speed (which is supposedly lightning fast) to NJC. The overhead bridge was in sight so I guess it was pretty near. Unfortunately you shouldn't always believe what you see so it was THAT far after all -_- Crossing the overhead bridge ate most of my stamina up, but what really killed me was yet to come...

ALL OF A SUDDEN! MY HANDPHONE RANG, WITH dear, sweet HUIWEI AT THE OTHER END!

And my phone had to be so considerate as to set the volume to be full blast; and Huiwei's surroundings were CROWDED, so I was nearly blasted to DEATH by her telephone call. I think my phone was around 10m away from my ear, or something.

Yeah but well, at least I wasn't late. NJC shouldn't accept so many tall people, so short people,like me, can see the stupid signs that hang over the classes. Orientation is so mafan............... But I got to my class antwat since I could spot Kristy's unbelievablytall physique from the door (it was like a ray of hope man) and I dashed to get into place.


Ah, what an exciting way to start the day.

I couldn't resist the temptations so once I got back home, I put down my Trinity Blood manga (which Elizabeth lent me yayyyy) and switched the computer on.

Hurrah!

School wasn't as bad as I thought. I thought that it would be like scary and everything, lol, just felt like a primary school kid going to school for the first time. At least that's what Xiuxian and Huiwei called me. Scared syllabus too difficult, scared get scolding for no reason (lol)... Yeah but the night before I was seriously panicking for no reason!! And just moaning and whining and bleh..........

I didn't wake up on time for school today too, was just sitting up and staring blankly into space... Then there was this jam when I was aboard the bus. I was secretly hoping that the bus would break down/jam will be prolonged so that I'll be late or smth... Anything to stop me from entering school early zzz.... I was early though, since I boarded the early bus (a miracle!), since Xiuxian wanted to report to school early.

Hahaha, but it wasn't so bad when I finally reached school. I met Desiree and Huiwei at the atrium, and saw many other people.... Kaiting, Roderica, Chiansiang, Zhuochun blalalalalala... It was quite fun meeting them all since I haven't seen them in a while. Assembly was longgggggg and the other (late because of jam) people arrived. LOL, it was like one army. Then normal class. Met Math Teacher (CRAP DIAGNOSTIC TEST TMR !@#$%), Chem Teacher, IH teacher (Heah!!) and Chinese Teacher. I was still in the same Chinese class though, but the people there look super pro... > < Why am I in that class??

CAAL was crap. Although its mean but I was laughing when Mrs Cheng wanted to set the distinction target for the J2s and Ip4s. She sounded like she was talking to herself... But its quite sad that there wasn't much response. The hard life of a principal.

Not much, thats all.

I'm becoming mad, I'm becoming mad, I'm becoming mad

I was always mad -__-

yeah well, but I was really mad ytd's night. I was too busy hogging the computer... that I slept at the timing when... the newspapers to your house arrives. If you don't order newspapers then you won't know what I'm saying but nevermind.

Yeah so, I wasted my day away! I woke up earlier than I expected: 1+pm. Went to Kbox at night with my sisters and my father. My mother didn't want to go since yeah 1) the rates were expensive 2) she doesn't sing. 扫兴 nia....

So it was just singing and singing and singing. Hahaha but I feel that I sing more with the Kbox gang instead. It was quite fun too though just anyhow picking songs to sing. Lol, Xiuxian managed to find a DBSK song-Rising Sun, amongst all the chinese songs on the list. But it was a rappish Korean Song so we were half making out what they were saying, so it went: blalalalalalala, NOOOOOOOOOOO, balalalalalalal, NOOOOOOOOOOOO, blalalalalalala, NOOOOOOOOOOOO

(I bet most of you don't know what I'm talking about. Heh inside joke lah. But to those who know DBSK good for you!)

Here's a preview of the song.




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"Technically" The Last Post of 2006

This is "technically" the last post of 2006, since lol, I'm blogging at 3:47am in the morning HAHA!

My pop came back from Shanghai today, and is now watching 墨攻, which Xiuxian requested. :S Its weird that he'll evr sleep so late.

Yeah well, 1 year just passes by in a flash. Its shocking to see how fast time passes; then perhaps you may start thinking of all the things that you've accomplished in this 1 year. Well, it seems like not bad a year for me? I guess. Although there were major ups and downs, they don't really affect me till I carry them into the future.

Bahh, after entering NJC, felt that I've learnt more new stuff about the society than in DHS. NJC has given me lots of exposure - learn to heck care about judgement, being more open-minded, and more sociable? Heh, DHS cultivated this dao attitude in me after staying in there for 2 years.

Shooting is still a major problem. Gotta buck up for the new year! Nationals coming soon and NJC is lol, not as slack as DHS lah. I remember in DHS we only started preparing for nationals around May? Now we've already got minor preparations in December... Can't help it though; tough competition - in and out of the club. My results were hovering around the 350-370 range and that's not good, since I should have been staying in the 9 average!! > <

Academics. Not so bad I guess. Same feeling as in Sec 2 lor; felt very slack throughout the whole year X_X But my results were... Okay lah. It's good that I don't feel as dejected as Sec2 when I fail my tests, but now its kind of odd, since the others are like so affected by it and are so darn pro at everything GAHH IT MAKES ME SICK. IPs are scary ppl. The only year I felt that I worked hard enough was 2004 during PSLE, because I was truely mugger man. In Sec2 and 3, just started to lose drive and motivation... I think I should exercise often. Losing my fighting streak.

Well, basically its just that. Perhaps there're a few regrets here and there, but well just hope that I'll be able to accomplish it in the new year! Being typical Singaporean, there were many times that I felt that I was too humji and cowardly, and end up not accomplishing anything at all. Guess I'll have to be more alert and daring next time. Heck the damn consequences lah. From this anime (I forgot which): I'd rather regret about something that I did, than something that I didn't do

Oh well, that's about it. Happy New Year!