The haze has returned... Actually it returned some days ago, but I especially noticed it today, in school. Zzz, I don't really fancy the idea of walking through haze and fog. Its like walking into polluted air. Brrrr, just don't like it lah.

Yeah well, today was a rather sad day. You all know what it's about: collecting papers. THE DREADFUL FACT OF COLLETING PAPERS. ): Who likes collecting papers man. But well, we just gotta accept the fact that it's already over and there's nothing else that we can do about it. We can't possibly turn back time and undo the mistakes that we made right?

So yeah well, although it really does pain me to receive lousy results, I'll just have to learn to accept it. I've already done my best, I hope. Zzzz, Exams are unpredictable events...

perhaps its just mainly due to the lack of sleep. I've got to kick the habit of sleeping late. I just enjoy torturing myself.

Hahaha, but there's a reason for everything. Personally I do feel that sleeping is a waste of time. Nevermind I shall elaborate on that in another post.




went to SAFRA to get my suit today too! It's been such a long time since I went to SAFRA. I miss the route to SAFRA, the comfortable ranges, the air-conditioning, the staff there (especially Jones, Kevin and Uncle Leong), and hahahaa my NYT team mates! I don't really know many people in NYT though, just acquaintances I guess. I was closest to Junya and Jinghuan (LOL since they're from Dunman), as well as Trina and Xianghui! Zzzz, don't even know whether I'll get a chance to contact them...

Yeah well, SAFRA does bring many memories. It's the place that I've trained for 3 years. I spent the most time there during my first year, during sec 1, where Junya, Jinghuan and I were budding shooters, still innocent and enthusiastic. We picked up shooting fast and trained seriously everytime. It never fails to bring me a sense of satisfaction whenever I pull the trigger and hear the deafening sound of the pellet hitting the target card. The feeling you get when you hit a 10 after endless defeats of 7s and 8s, its just undescribable, but it's definitely a great confidence booster.

Unfortunately, shooting seems monotonous and boring to me now. Its kinda sad that I'll feel that way, after all my efforts in sec1. I guess I was addicted to the thrill of getting good scores instead of shooting itself. Coach used to tell me: Just relax and you'll get it. The more you desire the more you fail. That's really true, but I'll need to have a great deal of mental strength to achieve that level. My mental strength is really weak: I shudder before a competition, and go into a state of asthma (LOL) during the competition. Zzz, and I start swearing continuously as well. Gahh.. I gotta get a grip on myself..



Yeah well, that's about it for shooting. Went to the fishshop today! WOOT, its been a long time since I went to the fishshop. I think its the place I like best in the whole of Yishun, apart from SAFRA. The fishshop uncle always has cool fishes to play with!! HAHAHAHA, no childhood lah. Zzzz, but I still cant bring myself to scoop fishes from tanks. So disgusting lah! They're like, slimy and wobbly and keep filtering through my fingers LOL. At least that's what the bullfrog tadpoles do. X_X The fishshop uncle had new fishes there too, like this new frog and this little turtle. I took pictures of them too, but I cant sync them into the computer. Damn.

Thats about it for today. Brought my suitcase back from Yishun and its super heavy. At least I managed to survive the feat. G'bye.