I did something horrible today (2)

yeah, it's always the same old thing. you should be more careful! you should have put on your spectacles! you should have REALISED that something was AMISS.

but nooooooooooo, of course people won't think that way when they're halfasleep. OF COURSE the only thing that was on my mind that time was to prop myself back into bed (or the sofa) to sleep the last minutes of night (dawn) away.

so this normal day was RUINED,

TO SEE A HORRIBLE LONG SCARRRRRRRRR ON MY COMPUTER SCREEN, WITH BLOTCHES OF WHAT SEEMED LIKE MOSS-LIKE PIXELS STAINING THE LCD MATERIAL

inotherwordsitsacrack.

SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

i will mourn over my misery. *sigh, whimper, sob, cry*

I WILLL GET A JOB DURING THE DECEMBER HOLIDAYS. THIS WILLLLL HAD BETTER STAY TILL DECEMBER HOLIDAYS ARRIVE.