Just woke up from my nap. I have very weird sleeping habits: for this week I've been having naps right in the middle of the night, like from 2000-2200, 2200-0000 hehh! Then I wake up and walk around like a zombie and attempt to do work before falling asleep again ^^

I nearly missed my stop at njc today. I was feeling chao sleepy again due to the wet weather, and while the bus was at the HC area, I miraculously managed to have 2 20s dreams O_O The first one made me believe that I was somewhere else in Singapore; the second one made me believe that I alighted at the 2nd HC stop. I saw Charlyn and Roddy there as well! Roddy was doing something weird [like throwing a tantrum... :S], so Charlyn and I decided to make a move first. The next moment, I realised everyone was alighting at NJC stop alrd. Freaky mannnn~

We had our first Econs lecture today and it was VERY BORING >.< Having classes with 03 is very stressful: they're like machine guns: PIANG PIANG PIANG a whole artillery full of questions. Even the indian scholar, Samat or Samath (or whatever lah), knew more about Singapore history than WE do. O_O 04 is like a monastry with meditating monks as compared to 03 man. Either that or 我们是吃玻璃长大的。 The teacher dao-ed us totally -.- Kristy and Joyelyn managed to SHOOT BACK SOME QUESTIONS HAH. At least our class won't seem so stone to teachers.

Although our class already is -.-

We got back Chem paper today! I passed lah at least.. but there were a few careless mistakes which cost me dearly ): Zzz, well its over no use harping on it.

PT was fun today HAHA. We played captain's ball again. Maybe it had been such a long time since I last played Captain's Ball, so today's game seemed especially fun. I was captain at first and sinhuey kept smacking her hand into my face because she was defendor LOL. At least I managed a few decent goals. Became a normal after that and just hung around the goalpost lor. Its been proven that idling around does have its benefits after all HAHA. Shujen was pretty quick with the ball too!

Decided to train after that after much pushing >_< Zzzz... but at least it wasn't as bad as the last session.. Managed to get a decent standing and cheeking position. Stil the same problem on lack of confidence, but more or less tried to overcome that problem today. Shooting seems more fun now

Talking about confidence, Jingmin said that it was pretty obvious that I looked like an unconfident person. It took to me as a shock since she wasn't that close to me, and if even she could detect that, I wonder what the public thinks of me too. It was how I express myself she said. Kristy thinks so too. I asked Desiree the same question during training, and yea she has the same sentiments as Jingmin. The problem lied in how I expressed myself as well. According to her, I tend to stutter a lot. I didn't realise how serious a problem that was until she told me :S I think I'm much more confident as compared to in DHS, so I guess I wasn't even human in DHS if the situation really is so LOL.

And its strange to realise that Desiree sometimes notices me being emo in class. LOL, I don't think I'm thatttt emo. Sometimes I just like to stone and stare into space. That gives me a look that's deep in thought, so I guess she thinks I'm being emo as well. She says that I always have a confused look on my face too. SO WEIRD! I didn't know my face could express emotions so well.

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I SHOULD JOIN DRAMA :D


and maybe I should stop being a pushover and so 随便.